There's this Captain ball / Basketball game. I thanks God for making me where three quarter pants today. (I don't usually wear three quarters on Sats and Suns)
Today however, wasn't a great sports day for me. In fact I wasn't in any shape to do any sports today.
I have not gotten proper sleep for a week. Yesterday being the worst. I really must keep track of my sleeping time and find something to make the floor more comfortable. It's really bad. I sleep without getting refreshed in the morning. Arghhh... I'll raid my mom's room later.
About food? Since morning, I only had two piece of cake. I was famished when I reached church. I cycled to church by the way. I was so shock when I heard that we had games . I would have taken more care if I know there is games today. Still still...too bad.
Oh....There no water ata home. Sometimes I wished I have a better family. There is just so much suffering at home and no one to look to. I'm so glad I have God. If not, so many people are going to suffer. I would really be a horrible person without God.
Anyway, I have not get on to the worst thing of this morning.
I SHOVE GOD ASIDE. Wow... How stupid is that. Needless to say, the consequences are dire. It played a huge part of messing today up.
Anyway, I did a repenting and confession to God in Church and I found a santuary in church. So cool! It'll be my place of solitude in Church. Yeah!
Anyway, back to the game. ok Let's not go there. I'm so irritating. My body was like lead. I'm so tired....so broken. By mid game, my head is already swirling and my body sort of failed to produce heat. I was feeling so cold... It's was like running under the hot sun and you feel cold.
No Link Lor! I was so so so so pissed off. So I kept pushing myself. Well...I survived but in the end, my whole body was kind of numb and tingling. Here's the cool stuff. At that time, I was feeling so bad that I had to go to a quiet corner and rest. While resting, I can feel my blood pound on my fingers and body. IT's SO COOL! I can feel every vein in my hand. The blood that runs through it. Haha! Fun Fun..
Anyway, I continued to play after that. I made sure that I had not much rest. I've gone weak. I must push myself. Met some of Yang Kai's school friends. They are kind of cool but they do not know Jesus. I missed all my chances to share to them today. I'm really the CMI kind.
Haiz.... anyway.... I lost alot of my heart to share the Gospel now. So people ! Do pray for me. I'm fighting a few battle now. Along side with my friends. We were winning till now. Currently, I'm losing grounds like nobodies business. Do Pray nd Pray hard. For those around me , even fellow bros and siss are making the battle even more difficult to win.
Eeek...irritating people.
Eunice got me something from Japan! Thanks Eunice! It's chocolate! But it looks like cigarettes! YUCK!! Errrrr.....Why? Eunice...Why.
Oh....three people annoy me today.
Well, I'll keep quiet for now.
Currently, I'm still dizzy. Didn't get food till just now.
| Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Hidden Half....
Before I blog, here's an interesing article to look at!
Pancakes
Six -year-old Brandon decided one Saturday morning to fix his parents pancakes.
He found a big bowl and spoon, pulled a chair to the counter, opened the cupboard and pulled out the heavy flour canister, spilling it on the floor.
He scooped some of the flour into the bowl with his hands, mixed in most of a cup of milk and added some sugar, leaving a floury trail on the floor which by now had a few tracks left by his kitten.
Brandon was covered with flour and getting frustrated. He wanted this to be something very good for Mom and Dad, but it was getting very bad. He didn't know what to do next, whether to put it all into the oven or on the stove and he didn't know how the stove worked.
Suddenly he saw his kitten licking from the bowl of mix and reached to push her away, knocking the egg carton to the floor.
Frantically he tried to clean up this monumental mess but slipped on the eggs, getting his pajamas white and sticky.
And just then he saw Dad standing at the door.
Big crocodile tears (Big Crocodile tears? Crocodile tears = fake tears my dear...Correction: Big drops of tears) welled up in Brandon's eyes.
All he'd wanted to do was something good, but he'd made a terrible mess. He was sure a scolding was coming, maybe even a spanking.
But his father just watched him. Then, walking through the mess, he picked up his crying son, hugged him and loved him, getting his own pajamas white and sticky in the process.
That's how God deals with us... We try to do something good in life, but it turns into a mess. Our marriage gets all sticky or we insult a friend, or we can't stand our job, or our health goes sour. Sometimes we just stand there in tears because we can't think of anything else to do.
That's when God picks us up and loves us and forgives us, even though some of our mess gets all over Him.
But just because we might mess up, we can't stop trying to "make pancakes" for God or for others. Sooner or later we'll get it right, and then they'll be glad we tried...(They'll be glad? It'll be more correct to place it as He will be well pleased.)
I was thinking and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that need rekindling or three words needing to be said, sometimes, "I love you" can heal & bless! Remind every one of your friends that you love them.
Even if you think they don't love back, you would be amazed at what those three little words, a smile, and a reminder like this can do.
Just in case I haven't told you lately... I LOVE YA!!!
Please pass some of this love on to others... suppose one morning you were called to God; do all your friends know you love them
Rev. 18:4 And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.
For the Christian Prayer is not an option but an opportunity.
"In prayer; expect setbacks, but refuse retreat."
Richard Eastman: Do your best, bring out the best in others, Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is, tell the problem how Great the Lord is!
You know, this remind me of this video I once saw...sweet....
Yeah...real touching .
A thought occurred to me. We kick God out of every area of our lives then we question where is God. Isn't "we" weird?
Haha..well well..it's also written that the god(Satan) of this age has blinded them.
2 Corinthians 4:4 (New International Version) 4The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.
Haha!
Anyway! Rock Climbing is fun today! Elaine and I went rock climbing! It's so fun! Well..we'll be climbing every Wednesdays.
Elaine just started rock climbing this year. She tried a more difficult wall today. A wall she always had trouble with. Today, SHE IMPROVED 300%!!! Wooohoooooo!! Althought she did not manage to finish the last 2 meters, its a huge breakthrough! So NICE!!
It was real fun. I faced a difficult war myself. There is this part of the wall that has only 4 stones to hold and my hands and legs cannot touch all 4 stones at one time as they are too far apart...even jumping won't help. Eeeeewww!! I asked the pro to show me next week! So excited.
Ohoh!! About the hidden half of the last post, Well....too tired to blog le. hhahahaha
So you won't know.
Faint but some great brothers and sisters are a huge encouragement to me. I thank them and God will bless them richly. =]
| Sunday, November 18, 2007
Vision
Hmm... Have I lost heart?
Have I lost confidence?
I think so.
Current situation:
1) Super Demoralised.
2) Want to take a break from SYFC Ministry Work.
Seems pretty bad to me.
My attitude has also taken a turn for the worst. I'm becoming rather mean too. I have slack control over my tongue and an ill temper to accompany it.
Situation seems bleak...
Why?
What happened?
Oh...One of the SYFC people just called.
Within 1 minute of the conversation, I shut off. Don't ask me why. I just shut off. My reasons ain't rational and I don't wish to talk about them.
Anyway, I've just got more work to do. This is so annoying. Being in charge is so difficult. I wished at times that I can just play small parts. Giving big parts just ain't my thing right now.
I hoped to do small parts in each area and learn. I'm still in the chrysalis stage of my life. I feeel as if I'm dying at this stage.
Talking makes my blood boil. I hate phone calls that last more than 5 minutes.
I really dread them now.
I dread repetition too.
What went wrong?
How did things turn up like that?
I wanna cry...
There are so many faces and so many names in my head.
There's a not enough for everything except blessings currently.
Think I'll withhold the good stuff and let you all hear the bad stuff for now.
My temper is a serious thing that needs to be droused.
| Sunday, November 11, 2007
Bump Bump
Alright! I need to voice out. People just love to knock into me. It's annoying . So stop ok?
Haha!
Past few days, I've been minding my own business when travelling from places to places. Vehicles and Humans alike just need to come and block my way. Interrupting my train of thoughts. HEY!! There are other routes to take! Don't disturb me!!!!!
Almost knock down and absent minded lady with my new bike. She's like travelling in the middle of the pavement...Diao Lor! I tried to dodge. Well..Imanage to. Pretty good as I didn't her till she's so close. Common sense would have advice her to move aside but my Lap Top gave her a hard blow.
It must have hurt.
Poor Lady..
Oh oh!! I tell you all a secret k?
Keep it a secret hor!
When Yu Ki travels from one place to another, usually he is in great pain. Reason? Cannot tell you yet! So if you are to call him at this time, it'll be best of it's about fun and happy stuff. Beaucse he'll most likey be in a bad mood and things other than Fun will annoy him greatly.
Cool huh? So when you know that I'm walking home, be careful. =]
Yawn...school starts....
I'm so tired.....
Yes..It's lesson time now....the teacher ran out of class.....
So let's describe the first day of school.
Dark ... raining.....I'm strolling to school, my handphone decided to play the song collide....great...what's with the Emo-ness? Anyway, things changed when I enter class! I love my classmates! Hyperactive bunch of people.
K...cannot blog le!! BYE! Remember the secret and apply!
| Saturday, November 10, 2007
Misinterpreting?
I'm having so much fun.
So much fun keeping quiet and watching.
Watching what?
People misinterpreting me.
So cute.
I just smile and they thought they got it right... haha...so cute.
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Ok...Away from all this.
School is starting...and I have not studied. I wanted to study...there is test when school reopens somemore. Hais.....Play too much games le.
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By now, if you guess that I'm being random, you are right. Cannot think of much to blog about. I'm waiting for the End- Year Camp...I can't wait. For now..there is so much responsiblities that I feel as if I'm being overwhelmed. Tomorrow still have to make anouncement. Was informed today. Fainted sia.
Haha! But it'll be good. I'll learn to announce. Haha! =]
Oh....A few people are making me worry. No matter hows much I stress it, people just don't understand.....even after they fall flat on their face. Relationship isn't about feeling . Neither is it about the other party being interested in you.
So much justification. So stupid. Think this time I'll be a little meaner and go for the "I Told You So" Method. Sounds harsh but some people needs to be slapped.
Or maybe it's just that people from certain background will always be a sucker for relationships?
Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep's clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves. Matthew 7:15
Some of my younger friends, those who are parents of little children have become very cautious when they pick out toys for their children. The recent scares about lead paint have made them apprehensive about purchasing toys that are made in other countries. It all goes to prove you just can't be too careful. It also proves that a toy that looks safe may not always be safe.
For example, last week, Reuters News Service carried the story of children in Amsterdam who were playing with a large metallic object in a city park. Apparently it was quite an attraction, as for months, children kicked, hit, rolled, and played with the toy.
Parents and children alike enjoyed the fascinating object until someone commented: "That looks like a military shell." Others agreed. Eventually, authorities were called in to assure the questioners that things were perfectly safe.
They weren't.
The explosive truth is this: for months the children had been having fun with a high-explosive, undetonated World War II bit of munitions. The police called in a bomb squad, which detonated the shell in a protected location.
Things that look safe may not always be safe. If World War II munitions had been around at the time of the Savior, our text for today's devotion might have read: "Beware of false prophets who come to you looking like toys, but who are really unexploded military shells." Since there were no such weapons back then, the Savior warned, "Beware of false prophets who look like sheep, but, in reality are wolves." The meaning is the same.
The Christ wanted us to realize Satan, the spiritual seducer, doesn't always attack God's people head on or face to face. Sometimes, to accomplish his purpose, the devil will put on disguises to confuse and confound. It is a method that he has found to be most effective.
Indeed, Satan has been so successful, the Psalmist was inspired to write: "Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path." He wanted everyone to know God's Word alone should be trusted to give direction to the lives of the redeemed.
THE PRAYER: Dear Heavenly Father, I pray that You will let me trust in Your Word and Your Word alone. Grant me discernment, so I may follow the Good Shepherd, and not trust myself into following other sheep who may be disguised wolves. This I pray in Jesus's Name. Amen.
For this week, I've seen how successful satan is in this area! So successful that it is almost depressing. We really need to pray hard for discerment for ourselves and those around around us all the more in this evil age.
Hmmm...I was wondering what to put as my profile when I stumbled upon my friendster...
More About Yu Ki Ki
Schools:
Zhangde Primary School
Tanglin Secondary School
Republic Polytechnic
Occupation: Primary
Child of GOD
Being Me Secondary
A Volunteer in SYFC
Affiliations: Current
Queenstown Lutheran Church (QLC)
QLC Youth Fellowship
Young Adult Fellowship
Commonwealth Care Group
Singapore Youth For Christ (Grad Serve) Ex
Zhangde Primary School
Tanglin Secondary School (TSS)
The Boy's Brigade 26th Coy
TSS Entrepreneur Club
TSS Sports Leaders
TSS Choir
Tanglin Musical: Joseph and the Amazing Technicoloured Dreamcoat
TSS Track and Field
RP Dragonboat.
TRP Campus Crusade For Christ
RP Conservationist IG
RP Trekking IG
Hobbies and Interests:
Running, Reading, Eating,
Singing, Dancing, Acting
Spending time with friends
Collecting Smiles.
Favorite Books (genre):
Bible, Science Fiction, Zoology,
Immunolgy, Disease,
Biographies of People of God.
Favorite Movies (What I look for):
Great storylines, Sci Fic, Action,
Meaningful and Touching ones.
Favorite Music:
I'm ok with most music unless it is too loud or negative.
Favorite TV Shows:
Rarely watched TV now......
About Me:
Currently 19 year old.
Just Graduated from Republic Polytechnic. Got a GPA of 3.61.
Serving as a Grad Servant in Singapore Youth For Christ. Travels from Queenstown to Aljunied and then to the different polys to work
Sharing the Gospel and Challenging Christians to do so is my job.
In desperate need of Exercise...Who wanna jog with me?
Waiting for National Service and hoping to get into the Naval Diving Unit
Am very thankful for a God who is always there and always loving.
Filled with Grace and Mercy.
Is working towards being a man after God's heart.
Hence my chosen baptism name: David.
Thought a lot about my future.
Talked to a few people about it.
Some are encouraging, while some are not.
Knows that the path ahead is not going to be easy...
but you know what?
I'm at peace ...
because I know that the One who holds my future is the One that holds my hands. (Proverbs 3:5-6, Deuteronomy 31:8)
Assured that no matter how much I suffered here on earth, it will be nothing compared to the glory in heaven. =]
Can add me at
LovedbyGodYuKi@gmail.com
See my blog on
http://yukiinsights.blogspot.com
Who I Want to Meet:
Well...I'm ok with anybody. =]
