Juicy Knowledge!
Juicy Knowledge!
Hmmm....This post is going o contain some reallly exclusive information.
I just came back from my chalet. Am really tired and drained. Nevertheless I'm really happy! I got closer to the Crusaders! WooHoo!
Actually,Campus Crusade has been a great blessing from God to me. It's a place whereby something I really need was provided. Friendship and Fellowship. Much as I do not know about it and took it for granted. Campus Crusade has been a place where I really felt warmth. Much more than School , Church , SYFC or family. It's a real joy and blessing to be a part of Campus Crusade. I thank God for putting me in it. I learnt alot from them too...and even been to korea with them.
God opened my eyes to my needs of fellowship during this chalet. Although I've always preached that all christians should stick together as much as possible and fellowship (Have fun, Pray, Worship and do God's work), I have never really carry it out. Neither has it cross my mind. I've always been a very individualistic person. Holding everything to myself and taking everything for myself. I do share care and concern but have always forgot that I need the same care and concerned.
I labelled myself as strong. Been able to make decisions and follow God without friend's influence. I looked down on people who because of friends , make silly and disasterous decisions. Now, I'm been rebuked for been so silly and arrogant. The truth is: yes. I'm blessed with an independant spirit but it is no excuse for me to be a loner. An independant spirit is good back up for3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333...oops...sorry...I fell asleep. So let me continue from where I stop yesterday.
An independant spirit is good but fellowship is a very important part of a christians life.
Hebrews 10:25
Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.
Genesis 2:18
The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him."
Hmmm...See here? Not good to be alone! God even make a helper just for that. To me , a lonely christian is an endangered christian. Easily snatched away by satan. I se that most of the time.
Therefore I'm really thankful and grateful that God kept me.
The Crusade Chalet was really fun. I got to know the new crusaders a bit more and also, discover a really really good friend. Such friends are rare. Her name is Jacquerline. She's a great help when I'm feeling down. Also really funny. It's really nice to have people to stand up for you. So this paragragh shall be dedicated to her with a BIG THANK YOU! THANKS JACQUERLINE! YOU ROCK! GOD BLESS YOU!
Crusade Camp was Enriching and fun. God gave me another slap in it through...for being arrogant and not trusting Him. Aiya....Yu Ki Yu Ki. How to be an example like that.
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Enough of yesterdays....
Current situation.
Yu Ki is acting more and more punk. Ok..this is bad.I'm suppose to be a nice person. Not an attitude problem person. Lol. Must be the lack of food and sleep.
GOD !!! PLEASE BLESS ME WITH MORE FOOD!!! Or better...Help me to be a Christian even when suffering. SO that THY NAME BE GLORIFIED! AMEN!!!!
HAhaz...Yu Ki Shall Go to Heaven boasting of having the best, most interesting relationship with God.
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Hmmm..It's about time I evaluate my classes.
In Republic Poly I have 4 classes.
E35Q (BioChemistry)
E35P (Applied Chemistry)
E37P (Anatomy and Physiology)
E35G (Basic Microbiology)
Let's Rank them
My Favourite
E35G (Basic Microbiology)
E35P (Applied Chemistry)
E35Q (BioChemistry)
E37P (Anatomy and Physiology)
E35G (Basic Microbiology)
This was my favourite. It's one of the nicest class I have. The people inside are nice except for one. Really fierce and cocky They care for each other and eat together. Ain't that nice?
People who really make this class great:
Estella Mah
She's a crusader. YEAH! A really fun and funny factor in class. It's always nice to have someone familiar.
Shu Hua
This is an good example of a real lady. And she's a super nice person! Very Caring!
Lok Han
A real joker in class that gets the spirit real high. HANG MAN!! Woohooo!!
E35P (Applied Chemistry)
I like the Faci. She's really nice . Has the heart of a good teacher.
Raymond's here! Another Crusader! HE is real smart! Too bad we didn't talk much.
E35Q (BioChemistry)
Hmmm...Things are a little ugly here. Lots clubbers. Yeah....Can't connect. They can be really vuglar at times. Super cliquish. Also...There's alot alot of loud people. One that specially loves to in my term called suck up. He really annoyed me.
E37P (Anatomy and Physiology)
This is tragedy of misfits. A Class of bengs and lians. Yeap....I meant every word. A Class of Bengs and Lians. I just cannot fit really well. It's a nightmare but at least the faci is super knowledgeable. Too bad the class drove her mad.
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That's for the classes . Now the skeleton's out of the closet.
About juicy news...I think I shan't tell it.
Too tired to blog le......
OH YA!!
Met Joy today. She managed to guess that I have no money for food. She provided Coffee Buns and offered to treat me Lunch. I accept the buns and decline lunch. THANKS ALOT JOY YOU ROCK!!!God bless you and your love!
YF was fun too...
I had a lot of fun but it is a little self mutilating.
I was hungry and tired. Tired because the day before I did not sleep. That explains me falling asleep while blogging yesterday. I'm hungry from lack of food. I asked God to keep me full till dinner but I guess He had other plans.My body is really fragile. My guess it the lack of sleep. I feel super unwell almost all the time. So during YF , I was really annoyed. My stomach hurt and my limbs felt so weak. SO ! I keep pushing myself. Expending as much energy as possible. It hurts. My stomach aches. My muscle felt totally weird and to a certain extent numbed. I didn't care much. I just volunteer for every extra again. Forced myself to smile and laugh. Behaved like a wreck I must say but well....I was really hating myself.
Bankai Time
BANKAI TIME!
Bankai = Full Release.
Which is equals to the amount of energy I'll expel for this coming holidays. Let's look at why.
Tml 28 August
-11am Parsir Ris MRT
-Logistic Preparation for Campus Crusade For Christ Chalet.
-The Start of Campus Crusade For Christ Chalet.
29 August
-Developing in Chalet Courses
-Check Updates for Upcoming Singapore Youth For Christ Poly Serve
-Collate infos and mobilise Christians.
30 August
-Developing in Chalet Courses
31 August
-Chalet Ends.
-Check Updates for Upcoming Singapore Youth For Christ Poly Serve
-Collate infos and mobilise Christians.
1st September
-Launch of Poly Serve 9am - 1pm Emmanuel House
-Rest
2nd September
-Sabbath (Means rest but it sounds cooler ands more holy Wahahaha.)
3rd September
-Poly Serve 9.30 Am - 9.30 Pm Emmanuel House
4th September
-Poly Serve 9.30 Am - 5.00 Pm Emmanuel House
-Get Bro Ian and Jing Gou to experience Evangelism Activity.
5th September
-Poly Serve 9.30 Am - 9.00 Pm Emmanuel House
6th September
-Poly Serve 9.30 Am - 5.00 Pm Emmanuel House
-Get Bro Ian and Jing Gou to experience Evangelism Activity.
7th September
-Singapore Youth For Christ Insommia Event! 5.30pm Tampanies MRT
8th September
-Insommia Ends 7.30 am
-Youth Fellowship Event: Journey to Christ's Heart. 12.30pm-5.30pm Redeemer Church.
9th September
Sabbath
10 September
-Poly Serve 9.30am - 9 pm
11 September
-Poly Serve 9.30am - 5 pm
12 September
-Poly Serve 9.30am - 9 pm
13 September
-Poly Serve Closes 9.30am - 5 pm
-Daniel's Birthday
14 September
-QLCYF Christianity Explored Amazing Race Begins 7pm in Queenstown Lutheran Church.
15 September
-QLCYF Christianity Explored Amazing Race Ends 6am in Queenstown Lutheran Church.
16 September
Sabbath
17 September
School Starts
Things not included yet.
-Planning of PEPs when school reopens.
-Planning of Campus Evangelism when School reopens.
-Professional Profiling of YMCA.
-Checking of attendances of RP for Poly Serve and Insommia.
-Preparation for next Semester.
BANKAI?
BANKAI!!!
Lol...Marvelously packed holidays. T-T
Is it worth it. If you know what I know, it's definitely worth it. A hundred thousand times over.
Something worries me recently. I have suddenly become the father figure for quite a lot of people... Hmmm...Scary...I have people who says ask Yu Ki first before making a decision.
Also...Someone has started to get on my nerves AGAIN! SAME PERSON!
Aiya....Not Good. This coming 3 weeks we will have a moody Yu Ki(Lack of Sleep) . So if that Joker or any jokers makes a joke out of hand , I'll hand that joker over to Yu Ki's hand of Judgement and Wrath, Wahahahz...I'm getting better with words.
Recently I do not get recharged after sleeping ...very annoying...
Hmmm....Yesterday I came out with a quote. Shared with my Brother.
There are many people in this world that irritates me. You are definitely one of them.
My Bro replied. Must put few people instead of many people. But I brought my point across....It is a quote to annoy and to pick a fight. The quotes strength is that it is illogical but someone who looks too much at himself or herself will surely missed it. Therefore allows another round or humiliation. Hahahaz...Wicked Sick.
I must have got too bored to have started conjuring up all this . Wahahahaz.. KK ..must stop le....Alot of Birthday Boys and Girls are coming up!
This is like one of my Favourite photo! Looks So cool! Especially the Backgound. Believe me when I say that the background existed somewhere in Singapore
Tertiary Institute Council for the Environment (TICE)
We Rocked! We Had Fun!
Haha....
Think I'll take this time to talk about each of them. =]
The Middle Lady.
The one in Black.
She's Ying Chee. My Co-Leader.
She's a fantastic bubbly character that really makes leading the group fun. Being a great supporting leader she has helped in many areas.
Her enthusiasium and self high attitude was a great blessings.
With her, our group did cheers almost everywhere we go! Hahaz..She's a real pro.
A real busy person too! Participated in so many school stuff! She's one girl on the edge.
Had felt attracted to her during the course of the camp actually. Wahahahaz.
But I did whatever I could to kill off the emotion. Don't wanna jeoprodise anything.
It was not right anyway. It's Selfish. To just for such reasons to tackle her.
I should not, and will not tackle someone just because I felt attracted to that person for any reason.
Love is to give, Lust is to take.
Love is an action! If I truely love someone, I will make the effort to build the person in Christ and to make myself a person she's safe, secure and comfortable with. After this then the romantic stuff comes.
But I must still admit she's pretty attractive .Wahahahaz.
The one on the right!
Daniel!
Had my father's name! Cool Quiet guy.
The Dressed up Princess!
Xin Zhen!
She's the Coolest Cute Girl I've seen so far.
She's got a pretty low voice that intrigued me and she walks as if she wanna fight. LOL! She's Cool! I've always called her manly hahaz.
Serene!
She's a cheerleader! Cool! Huh!
She's our main Cheer generator! Along with Ying Chee.
Samuel!
He is the Youngest! Cool typical teenage guy .
He is real Tall!
Really fun guy with a gentle smile .
Most of our guys are quiet.
Wei Tao!
He is the oldest of my team!
Cool , Calm and Collected Guy.
He's been through NS and He is really mature.
Really enjoy having him on the team.
It's like having a mentor! Lol.
THE WHITE GUY!
I've forgotten his name....oops....
He is really quiet and...a little anti social.
He was my big test. He tends to usurp my post and I'm worried if he were to keep too much to himself. I wanted a strong team. But in the end, although he don't smile much, we all get along pretty well!
The middle lady.
Shufen!
She's a real lady!
Soft spoken and ..erm...lady like hahahaz!
She's from my school! Was myclassmate one! Wee!!
You know what, during the camp, I took the 2nd day off to attend church. Sometimes when I look back , and see the pictures of the 2nd day, I wonder if it is worth it?
Let's compare.
If I stayed,
Pros
1) One fantastic day of bonding and fun with my group.
2) A Visit to the Zoo. Somewhere I wanted to go since primary school.
3) Have enough Food and Water for the day.
4) More pictures with my newfound friends.
Cons
1) I may falter in my commitment to not have a girlfriend till God says it's time.(Recently God told me the time !! Cool!)
2) It will be a testimony to Christians and Non Christians!
If I went,
Pros
1) I get to worship God!
2) I get to serve God!
3) It will be a testimony to Christians and Non Christians!
4) Gives breathing space to get rid of my infatuation.
5) Brought Sabrina to Church too! So that she can worship and pray!
Cons
1) Injured by Bombing.
2) No Food for the whole day.(Small bites provided by God through Carrie.)
I see that sometimes I missed the whole point. The reason I go church must not be the people, the fun, the warmth or company. The reason I go church should have been for God. I should be motivated by to love God has shown on the cross for me. That it is joy to put aside pieces of myself for Him. After all He place His whole self aside for me.
Nope! It's no loss! Matthew 6.33.
I shall seek God's Kingdom and righteousness first!
God has promised that if I were to seek Him first, He's provided the rest in accordance to what's best for me and I hold on to that promise. That He can provide what I cannot grasp alone.
Also...when it come to friends and relationships, I'll wait. The time will come as was given to me in a vision. Strong and close friends united in a single mind to serve God. Friends who shares the same goals. Who are open , honest and close. And a wife , gentle yet lively . Supportive and deeply rooted in the word of God. A great edifier .
Hmm...That is not supposed to be shared lol...but today, I promised Wei Long that I'll be really open in this Blog.
Do you Dream?
Do you have a Dream?
I woke up. Heart Throbbing… My body …Arms and Legs are weak from Multiple Adrenaline Rushes. I cannot move myself readily. Last Semester’s Anatomy and Physiology Module Lessons flash past my mind. I must have lacked Calcium Ions or Adenosine Tri-phosphate (ATP) to allow my muscles to contract. I almost laughed.
Dad shouted: Lets go and get your Laptop (In Chinese). I force myself to move and wash my face. At the same time, I tried to remember what did I dreamed about.
~~~ The Noonmare ~~~
I was returning from somewhere… somewhere I cannot remember but I believed that my destination now is Singapore and I came from somewhere now far from Singapore.
Suddenly, my transport is under attacked. It’s swinging violently. We manage to reach dock. I was the last to climb out of the transport. I looked… It’s a yellow submarine. Interesting. The ground a few meters of me burst. It exploded in a slow motion way. I can see the ground crack before fire rushes through the crack, forming a yellow orange rose.
I was knocked back but somehow, I mange to land on my feet. The word Torpedo registered in my mind. Now, people were screaming. I’ve dropped something. Forgotten what it is but I rushed to take it.
Grasp it. Images flood through my mind. I saw the ground below me swelling before blossoming into the same yellow orange explosions that are happening around me. The images stopped. I was now running into the building.
I’m very tired though. I cannot focus. My mind had difficulty making up what to do. I spent most of the time trying to think. Managed to make the conclusion that getting out of here is good. I looked around. It looked like Dolby Ghaut MRT station. With great difficulty , I found the escalator that leads to the second level. I kept slipping in and out of consciousness. I ran up the escalator. It had stopped working. My shoe laces came off. I kneel to tie. It’s difficult. I kept falling asleep. I was like so tired, my hand coordination seems to be affected. I do not know why. I don’t feel pain. With anger and frustration I roared.
Then I heard a car stopped at the first level. The sounds of the doors of the car opening and slamming shut chased away the sleepy feelings. I heard people running up the escalator. Something tells me that they are holding guns. I tied my shoes and
Woke up
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Dad was at the door of my mother’s room. I was given my mother’s room ever since mom left us.
Got my Lappy back! So happy...Now..It's movie time. I've made up my mind. Time to delete all songs in my Lappy. SAY NO TO PIRACY !! FOR GOD'S GLORY!!!
The Loot!
I GOT A NEW COMB, NEW EAR PIECE and a CAMERA!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!!!
Paid: $0.
Through in need, Blessed I am.
To Skip or Not To Skip?
Hey ! Wanna pon school or not!
A common phrase in my school. Christians and non-Christians alike do it. It looks like an in thing! A thing to do! Something FUN! Exciting!
Afterall, we are really tired...not motivated...we do not have the mood to study. We don't like the Facilitator anyway. It's the last few days of school.
My favourite: EVERYONE IS DOING IT!
I just can't believe how selfish people can be honestly. Look at all the pathetic excuses given just for the real reason: I don't feel like going because I want to have fun and I could not care less about that old hag that chants things I don't understand in class.
Marvelous! WAY TO GO!
I respected teachers quite a fair bit. I have watched different kinds of teachers from primary school till now. Good ones , bad ones , fantastic ones, not so fantastic ones and also fantastic for the wrong reasons ones. But I really respect them all. No matter how big a failure they are, I really respect them.
How they spend everyday trying to build and grow a bunch of noisy insolent ingrates. I don't blame teachers who cannot teach. Some just wanted to teach but was unable to control the class... it's really saddening to see how they dread each day. Some dread so much that the resort to bad attitude in class...which did nothing but to worsen their conditions.
I wonder...do those students ever thought that they are actually shattering someone's dreams? I met quite a few friends who wanted to be teachers when they grow up. I can imagine them picturing a joyful moments of close relationship in their classes.....build and nuturing....having lots of fun and laughters. I wonder....how many of those dreams were shattered. How many teachers who entered the education ministry filled with hope ended up as screaming wrecks who were scarred so much that they can never be a good teachers ever again?
I will always give my respect to teachers no matter how bad they are. One reason. They have put so much into to it and they have taken one of the most cruel jobs available. Knowingly or unknowingly place their dreams , hopes and aspirations on the line. They are noble to me.
Of course people who say there are teachers who are there just for the money. I agree there are but I strongly disagree against that as an excuse.Some were once teachers who had their dreams shattered . Therefore bitter and went through their career lifelessly. I also don't belive that for one bad kind of teacher, you'll need to make life difficult for all teachers that have the slightest traits that you do not like.
I like this quote:
I rather make an error giving to someone who don't need it than to make an error by not giving to someone who needs it.
I reshaped it.
I rather make a mistake by giving respect to those who don't deserve it than to make a mistake not respecting those who deserve it.
Tomorrow will be a better day (I hope)
I have so much to write down. So much hurt...So much pain and so much tears but the Lord permit me not to blog. I know why.
I'm thankful for the rain today. God knew how much comfort it brought me. How each drop healed the seemingly deep and incurable scar on my heart. Each drop spoke of God's love .... Each drop spoke of simple comfort and joy. Each drop that promises that things such as love and joy do last forever... if you choose to embrace it.
I pray that God will bring forth healing to those that are hurt yesterday. Those that are scarred ...perhaps alot more worse than me.
God is crying....for His people...
TOTAL DEPENDANCY
Saw this in Joelle's blog.
Imagine Me With You by Jaci Velasquez
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need
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In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the One that’s there for me
.
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
.
Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without You there to see me through
.
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it’s just impossible
Because of You, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without You
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When You caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free
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When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
.
Chorus
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When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You oh..
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Chorus
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I can’t imagine me without you.
This is so super touching...Speechless hahaz. Will I be able to depend on God to this E xent?
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A splotch of this and that
Just finished reading Harry Potter: The Deathly Hallows.
It's a beautiful work of Art but I ain't gonna spoil it for those who have not read it yet.=](Mr Nice Guy)
Let's start this in a few days before.
~~~Vooooooooshhh~~~
I'm so excited.... It's going to be a fun overnight event.
I have been anticipating it.
Few reasons that motivate me for an event like this.
1)It's overnight. Therefore rare.
2)It reminds me of old BB times whereby we walk around Singapore in the dead of the night but of course I did not expect it to be of that level.(The Youths will die lol)But it's nice to relive old times.
3)The Youths and the Boy's Brigade can get together.
4)It is an opportunity to share the Gospel. Cool Huh?
We started with so weird hand drawing Ice breaker.
-Flashes through the events-
My team got second place...
I was so sad and disappointed.
I have expected things to turn out better.
I have expected the leaders of both the youth and the boy's brigade to be more mature.
But my largest lament is the youth. I'm so sorely sadded by their attitude.
The Boy's Brigade. I won't blame them if they are rowdy.Not all of them are Christians and their discipline ain't the best either. No...it's not fair to blame them for their ridiculously xenophobic attitude.
(Xenophobia is a fear or contempt of foreigners or strangers.)
Jasper is an exception I make out of all the youths. Since as far as I can remember when I'm in the Boy's Brigade, he was not really the most well loved youths. Many thanks to my Seniors who seems to be the core of the youth hater attitude at that time. I had so much trouble with my seniors. Unlike them, I wanted the youths and the BB boys to be together.
When I was the in charge of the Boy's Brigade, I had to struggle and content with 4 obviously more talented seniors. A huge struggle that I had barely won...
I do think Jasper should think before making fun of other people. Jokes based on hateful mockery should be avoided.I wished that he was a bit wiser...the youths look up to him.
The rest of the youth's behavior was utterly shocking.I had expected quite a few of them to have put up a good example throughout the crisis.I was so shocked. Where is the Christian love?It pained me alot.
Firstly, I heard about the youths requesting to have a exclusive youth group in the Night Tour.I wasn't paying much attention to that at that time. It's only when I see the youths and the BB Boys formed their own cliques that felt the blow of this request. I realised that the heart of befriending was not there.
Throughout the stations, the youths are practically mocking the BB boys. There was too much resting. I guess, the BB boys made it too easy. There are far too much breaks and the breaks are too long.Getting lost once wasn't helpful either.Things heated up. On the third station at Changi, two of the Leaders in BB Quarrelled.
Both party were really heated up. Jasper stood betwwen the two to stop them. But this infuriate one of them greatly. To an extend , Jasper and him almost enter a quarrel. I step in , asked God for help..wispered to Jasper "you better leave them your reputation is already bad enough in the Boy's Brigade." He backed off. A sense of relief swept by me. Thank God. The Leaders of BB gathered outside the Airport. I followed....
Situation was different out there. The two leaders had not meant to fight each other. They were just unhappy about the Youth. About one youth.
~~~ Story Told ~~~
Jerry was shouting at some boys.
Jasper who thought that Jerry was scoldimg them began to chant scold .
Kian Keong overheard Jasper and confronted Jerry for scolding the boys.
Quarrel ensues.
~~~>>They were walking back to the ending point.
Jon confronted Jerry.
They quarrelled in front of the boys and the youths.
It got heated up.
Yu Ki tried to stop them but wasn't able to.
I did not want to interfer with the BB affairs.
Jasper stood up moves in to stop the two Boys.
Jon retort and warned him to back off.
They almost got in to a quarrel.
Someone held Jon down. Yu Ki whispered something to Jasper. Jasper moved aside.
Jon stormed off to the entrance of the Airport.
~~~Present time~~~
After the story...
Jon was really angry at Jasper. He blames him for almost everything and he was standing at the road. Swearing that the youths will have not part in them anymore. That they'll never have any activity with the youths anymore.Later I heard the same thing from the youths.It broke my heart.Now where's the christian and non- christian difference? The youths had the same idea with the boys even through they did not know that the boys had the same ideas as them.
After much talking outside, nothing was solved.
My mood was tragically spoilt.
But that was not the climax. That was not the worst. After the last station, the youths decided to go off as a group. They do not want to eat breakfast together with the Boy's Brigade.But Uncle Bill would not allow it. Saying all should go together.
That was a huge blow man...Can the Christian youths show the slightest bit of respect? Who do they think they are? If the games suck, SO WHAT? If the travelling and resting suck, SO WHAT? If the BB boys ain't good enough a host, SO WHAT? If the program and the whole night tour thing suck, SO WHAT? If all of the above are true and for whatever reason, SO WHAT! Can't they give face? Can't they at least make an effort to love and encourage? How can the BB and the Youth Bond if both sides don't make an effort?( suck = lousy )
How can you just leave an event just like that? Do you even think about how the organisers will feel? Have you ever thought about how you will affect their chances of knowing God? Can you show they some respect and at least stay through the whole thing? The mocking is already enough but common sense will tell you that leaving before the events ended is as good as directly insulting the organisers.Where is the love? Where is that love that sets a Christian apart?
I was appalled. I thought some of the youths would know better. Some that I had a certain sense of respect. They all turned so ugly all of the sudden. Maybe it's just that they are tired and unable to think clearly. Maybe. I do certainly hoped so. I do certainly hoped that I'm wrong when I typed all this. Cause...It made all the youths that came on that day so ugly...
Worship went well... Praise God =]
It was one big thing that cheered me up.=]
Was busy for the whole day. Didn't have enough sleep and food for a few days already. I must really thank God That I did not collapse but was able to carry out the many events. Even played Ultimate Frisbee.
~~~ Saturday Night ~~~
Wanted to sleep early to catch lost sleep however, ended up reading. (which I'm glad about) Joy called.
~~~ Joy ~~~
She's just so different from normal people. That difference earned her much respect from me.She's in my list of amirable people.A total of three people has been there only. The difference? Her relationship with God, her attitude, her love for God.
Met her at the combined Lutheran Church retreat. She's super innocent. Rejoices in Prayer, Worship and reading God's words. Soft spoken and behaves like a real lady. I can only think of two person I've met before that impress me with such characteristic. You can just feel joy in her voice. Joy of the Lord.
A week back, during the 50th Anniversary, I told her about how the actressess dress abit like bimbo. She replied:what is bimbo? I was stunned. I felt as if cold water was splashed all over me. A sense of guilt and remorse hit me. What have I done? I painfully explained that Bimbos are a stereotype of stupid ladies. I have not kept myself pure. I've mocked God's image with the same mouth I praise and worship God with.The blow was huge. I felt bad about explaining it to her or even mentioning it. It is so not Godly to talk in that manner.
Anyway, we chat for quite a while. Our chat affirms me that this is the next person God send me to look up to to learn from that I'll be a Man of God. We prayed then I decided to get her to pray with me and if possible get Ivan, Don, Sabrina and Her to go out one day. Have fun and Pray. =]
She is now the one person that gives me the hope that there are really really nice people out there.Brightens up my life.
Oh...My Lappy is spoilt now.,, TT TT
Fallen Hero.
Hmmm..I was reading John 2 today.....
Something caught my attention.
John 2:18-20
18Then the Jews demanded of him, "What miraculous sign can you show us to prove your authority to do all this?"
19Jesus answered them, "Destroy this temple, and I will raise it again in three days."
20The Jews replied, "It has taken forty-six years to build this temple, and you are going to raise it in three days?"
We see here that the Jews are asking for a miraculous sign but after Jesus answered them, they respond in disbelief. I wonder whether a miraculous sign is something you find it easy to believe or something that is difficult to believe. Of course the latter sounds more sensible. A miraculous sign is definitely something that do not occur naturally. That's why it's calleda miracle right?
THe jews here sounded kind of unreasonable right? It's like one asking for something impossible but when presented with one, acted in disbelief.
But I wonder..How many times.....Have we prayed to God asking for help/a miracle but then after looking at the situation , declared it hopeless. Do we believe in a powerful miraculous God ? IF so why declare the situation hopeless before you see God move? I guess this will kind of hurt God too. Imagine this. Someone close to you comes to you asking for help. You agreed to help but after awhile, he/she declared that you won't be able to help at all and that the situation is hopeless EVEN thought you already have everything planned out. Kind of sad ain't it?
Well...time to have faith!
Hebrews 11:1
1Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Prayer:
Father, I'm sorry for the many time whereby I cast you aside even through you are more than willing to help me. I pray that you will strengthen me in faith and help me overcome my unbelief about you being a Miraculous God. In Jesus name I pray
AMEN!
Hmmmmm.....Hum dee dum dum
I don't seems to be capable of blogging everyday and days that I'm too busy to blog are the days that I really have things to blog. Aww....What Irony .
I'm Having mood swings recently...Hmm...that time of the month again. LOL.
LATER I"M GONNA GO FISHING!!
TIME TO RELEASE!!
A Heck of a Day
Wow...today was power packed. Fun - filled and absolutely refreshing.
Made some effort to dress well. I usually don't care but today was going to be a special day ! A special day given by my God. A day that will cheer me up after a few weeks of downs.
I started the day going for a meeting. To challenge us to be good facilitator of God for the upcoming poly serve. I reached an hour early( Oops... )but it was worth it! I met Cindy. She is a Grad Servant(Graduated Students who volunteer to serve God in Campus) majoring in RP. MY SCHOOL! It's along time sinced I've seen her. So naturally I'm glad. I even ate breakfast with her. We chat and shared about what is going on in our lives and our service to God! She's doing well..but a little nervous about the upcoming exam. She gave me an inspiration for my PEP Groups Gathering.THANKS ALOT!
After breakfast, we went for the meeting.
I rushed off after the meeting. As I was late.
But I manage to meet my lunch group.
Josiah
Matthew
Mavis
Steffi
Gordon
Me.
We went to Maxwell to eat. At first, I thought it was a fast food resturant but it was a food court.
I was like "diao."....
Had fun time eating.
After that we gather back at Tanjong Pagar MRT. Took attendance and left.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
CARRRIE BROUGHT ME A NEW CROSS!!! AND IT IS A BEAUTIFUL ONE!
I was sooo touched! Must get her a good birthday present on her birthday!
THANK YOU CARRIEEE!! YOU RoCK!!!!
~~~ ALOT OF GREAT THINGS HAPPENED but you won't get to know~~~~~~
ARghh...SO many days never blog...
EEEK! Tml I'll blog..wahahahaz
Lost Cross.
Labels: Still can't see her face
I lost my cross.
Felt sad for the whole day.
Had a difficult problem.
Presentation was messed up.
That sums up the first half of my day.
Bad Half.
Things turned for the better in the later half.
I met up with fellow crusaders.
We had sharing...and God answered my prayer.
I've always wanted to have someone to confide my deepest problems in.
Problems that I told no one.
I always bring forth problems of other...while deep inside, I'm dying of bottling up every single poison of my life.
My struggles....My walk with God....My real thoughts....Who I really am under the mask.
Beneath the innocent masquerade.
Each of us shared our hearts out. For the second time in my life....I'm almost truely honest with the people.
First was with a group of SYFC people. I'm more open here. This time with the Crusaders. Each of us shared our pains and struggles. A fragment of what we are going through...
I shared mine. Parts of mine...
Through it's not all...but it's nice enough to have shared it. To know that someone will have a care about you in this cold and dark place.
Not to say that I'm totally alone. I have God but I must admit I seek human conpanionship too . An honest one. Not a surface one.
Gathered with Dad and Bro at Labordor Park again. Ate durians. Great Tasting ones.
A little sharing. Hearing of my Dad's experience.
Fun ...
Oh ya..yesterday and today I failed to do a proper Quiet time...so annoying...
Tomorrow is a Packed day!
9.30am - 11.30 Am SYFC meeting at Aljunied
12.30pm -1.30pm Youth Lunch(Steffi's great idea)Tanjong Pagar
1.30pm - 5.30pm Some SYFC 50th Anniversary thingy at Tangong Pagar
7.30pm - 9pm? Festival of Praise at EXPO
Pray that tomorrow will be a good day. For God's Glory=]