Another episode of fear facing. Guess what, I forced myself to look as the needle with is quite thick, pierce into my skin and draw blood!! *applaud for self*
The needle is thicker than any needle I've seen. They asked if I need pain killers, I refuse them. If i wanna face my fears , it's the whole thing. I'll beat it.
After blood drawing, the bad feelings came. So annoying. Felt so handicapped. Anyway, I'll keep donating blood till I conquer my fears. I will not lose.
Oh oh , However, it's quite scary there. The nurse actually declared that she do not know how to use the equipment there. LOL!! I almost died! She then use another equipment that serves the same purpose. Wow...Talked about scaring our patients to death.
Anyway, wondered why I went to he blood bank? When I donated my blood, My blood and the blood of 3 other donors are used to save the life of someone who have thalassemia. A blood test done later showed signs that the patient could have received blood from a person with a mild sickle cell disease.
In short , I may be a carrier of this sickle cell trait! Wow!! Scary ah, but I don't think it'll be me. I'm strong as an ox. I must be the other two or the beneficiary had the trait from the start. Any way. such things cannot be detected like that. Need to do blood testto identify the one with the trait. OKOK! There are a few possiblilties of what might happen if I have the trait. I could not have the full blown disease because if I had it, I'll have Sickle Cell Anemia which will mean that I'll be too weak to do sports. Which does not seems to be the case. So I can only be a carrier.
So what does this means? Since Sickle cell genes are recessive genes, they only appear if both your chromosome(Gathering of DNA. Appears as a pair)
Based on what I learn in School! IT should be like this
If I'm a Carrier(Xx) X is the normal genes and x is the recessive Sickle Cell genes. I marry a non carrier person(XX).
X x X XX Xx X XX Xx
Using the Penett's Square, I see that there are 50% that my children will be carriers and 50% willbe normal.
If she is a carrier, Then this will happen
X x X XX Xx x Xx xx
Ouch we see a manfestation of the disease! There is only 25% chance of a normal person, 50% chance of carrier, and 25% chance of the child having the full blown disease.
If i marry someone with the full blown disease, It'll be like that.
X x x Xx xx x Xx xx
Wow...Sadness maximus. 50% for Carriers and Full blown disease. Saded to death.
Anyway, lets not spectaculate.
Played badminton today. Elena, Gladys, Timonthy and Josiah. It was fun Timonthy makes weird noises when he plays, hahahah!!
Too tired le. Fruitful day today.
| Tuesday, October 30, 2007
What's Recent!
Hey Hey!! I got loads to share man! Loads and Loads of stuff!! Fun and all!
Okok! Let's start with yesterday! There is Life Meeting, and we are suppose to pass around a piece of paper and the crusaders present will write down their first impressions of you. I got some really interesting feedback. Haha!
Yu Ki Hamster Boy hardworkingx2 Very fun to have around Emo King Fast and Sporty - Full of Life Jumpy Fun quiet and Guai Intelligent Quiet Smart? Quiet and Sporty Childlike and Helpful Cool
I'm sure you see the problem I have. The points don't make sense. Right? Let me break it down for you. For those that are slow to understand what is happening.
Ok ! Points of No Link 1)Hamster Boy....?? When am I one?What resemblance I have to a hamster?
Shady Points 1)Hardworking......Right.... Am I ? Two person wrote this somemore. If I'm hardworking, I can safety say that the amount of people who overworked exceeded counting capabilities.
2)Smart?......Hey Hey...What's the question mark for?Sheeeshhh.....
3)Quiet and Sporty......Now this is totally illogical. How can you be quiet and sporty at the same time? Wow...I must be pro a giving mixed signals. Diao.
Points of Contradictions! (My favourite part. Due to it's total absence of logic)
The Plus Points ... Very Fun to have around. Fun Fast and sporty-> Full of Life
and it's Contradictions. Emo King Quiet Quiet and Guai
Doesn't make sense right?
Nice Points Childlike and Helpful (Wonder how then will a child like person display adult like attributes like coolness, emoness...Weird....Hamster boy....right....) Intelligent Cool
Anyway, had loads of fun! Decorated a card for Zhong Kai to encourage him for his FYP (Final Year Project).
Ohoh!!
What comes after that is even more fun! One of the best dinner I ever had. The group of us , Jacquerline, Audrey, Barnabus, Marcus , Joon Kiat , Raymond, Zhong Kai and me discuss on the opposite sex. Warning! Maturity needed when discussing such stuff ! Or you'll just turn people off totally. Anyway, we started on what girls hate to see in a guy.
HOHO! Million dollar info here! Please proceed to the Tagboard and tag your payment before proceeding. Tranpassers will be electrocuted. xp
What Girls HATE to see in a Guy! 1)Vuglurities .....Ahem..so guys ah...watch you tongue. You don't look cool with those words. Honestly you'll look uncultured. 2)MALE CHAUVINIST PIGS. Haha...You'll know why 3)Ungentlemenly guys.....Guys, please....be a man k? Or else future no wife. Hahaha!
Then we proceeds to what Guys hates to see in a Girl. Ok! Ladies! Hold on to your seats and don't press on the down button or mouse too hard! You may spoil them. xp
What Guys can't stand in Girls! 1) Vulgarities......It's a super turn off to see a vuglarity using girl. Most Guys agreed with this. 2) Girls that care too much about their looks..... This surprised me! I thought I'm the only one who cannot stand a look obsessed girl but looks like most guys think so too. 3) Girls who act cute or pathetic. Ok! This is a point that everyone in the group including the girls agreed with....weird huh? Yeah it's fun , it's cute at times....but please....grow up...especially if you think girls mature faster than guys. Haha so keep the whinning and the pouting to you pets or mirror.
Hey Hey! These are concensus in a group with girls and boys! Don't go anti another gender k? Like I say when topics like this are discuss, we have to be matured and understand that both sides have certain flaws. So don't be a turn off k? =]
Ok! Now! The fun part! The 2 million dollar info. What Do Guys or Girls want in their partner. Hoho! Go! Tag again! Haha!
Girls Want Their Husband to be.... 1) Non Indian....(Due to CHAUVINISM) 2) Christian 3) Loves God more than her.
So guys...Don't think you'll win the Girls' heart if you are such a fantastic lover . Honestly speaking do all you can by your own strength then watch your effort crumble under your own pathetically self perceived foundation. You can be the greatest lover and worship your girl but....you know what...focus wrong = relationship wasted.
So guys, to love your girl , is to give her the best. I hope you do know what the best is...Yes! It's God. The Man is the head of the House just as Christ is head of the Church. Man ensure that partner grows in God. Get that right Romeos or you'll really end up like that silly Romeo. (Don't know why guys call themselves Romeo...didn't they know Romeo is a big naive failure? No wonder they fail just as well)
Haha! Ok! The Guys' turn! What will guys look in a girl? 1) God Given 2) Places God First 3) Sports Women 4) Loves him unconditionally 5) Christian
Hmmm...looks around the same on this side. I guess the reason is simple. If the girl is going to try get the guy with make ups and thoughtless dressings , all they'll get is the guys that are after their looks or their body or whatever body parts they are lewdlessly displaying. Un huh ! Let's look back to the word of God like just now k? Let's go into Genesis and we see that a woman was made as a suitable helper for man. Hmmm.....Not slave or maria or whatever you may think of. What would a man need most that he'll be so grateful if his wife can help him achieve it?
Yes. God. Help man to seek God whole heartedly. That's why it is said. He who finds a wife finds something Good and in proverbs an upright woman is the pride of a man.
In short, i'll take it as you go into a relationship to better build each other up in Christ. Cool huh? Sad that everyone is going the wrong way.
Someone once told me this, God meant relationships to be beautiful. He made it in a way that it is perfect. When we go in arelationship, we should be first going to join spiritually first, then emotionally then physically(which is at the day of marriage). This way, if something happens, there won't be any hurt. Since you all not attach first in any other way other than spiritually. You all have not started anything yet. Start by building each other up in Christ.
Satan the opposer will always go the opposite. Physical, Emotional then spiritual. Sometimes it's Emotional, physical then spiritual. Most of the time, spiritual isn't there at all. That is Satan's game plan and he calls it romantic. And you see it everywhere, Media, real life and even christians. Hmmm.....now wonder why is there so much pain?
Simple attaching emotionally and physically makes it really painful when you break apart. Ya of course people would love to justify and says they wanted the show love to the person or at that time , they thought he/she was the one or it's romantic, they'll be faithful always and will never break up. Bluntly speaking , I'll love to give you a slap and scream at you wake up. Firstly, you are challenging God and what he thinks is best. Do you really think you are better than God in the area of love (note that in the bible, it is written: God is Love...now now...I believe God is more romantic than you can ever dream yourself to be). Second, you've just said that the imperfect man know love better, performs love better than the perfect God who is love and created love.
Smartness Maximus....No wonder you have relationships that last as long as relationships dogs have. Oh if you think 3-5 years relationship is long or long term, you really have a sad and warped view of relationships.
See this!
The reason you keep youself so pure and holy by starting on a spiritual level and only go physical during marriage is because God want you to be able to give your 100% to your spouse. To be able to give you all! How special it is if the only person you hold hands with , kissed , hug or any other imaginable things is done the first time with your spouse and only your spouse.
Imagine this! You have an apple. A beautiful red apple. Each time you get into a relationship, the person you stead with takes a bite. So after a series of relationships to the day you are married, what can you present to your spouse? A rotten , slimy, saliva coated apple core? Is this so much more romantic that being able to present a full apple to your spouse? Now can you see how romantic you are compared to God's idea. You are owned. Tried to be beyond Godlike when you can't even be Godlike.
Woah...How did I get here? Okok! Back on track! Erm.....Oh!! After so much discussion on what is seen on the opposite gender, we moved into the joking parts and there are so many super mean ideas..
Che Kink! Haha!
Okok! Here's a few I remembered!
For decency, ladies shall wear only maternity wear.
If you want you wife to be able to do housework, send her off to another country to be a maid.
Or marry a maid.
Or that laundry old lady at Causeway Point.
Diao...here you see why guys are known as more immature. Cos ...we are the only gender that comes up with so lame a stuff.
*faint*
I got home! Rushed my Professional Profiling till 2 am. Why I took so long? It's all the TV's fault for being switched on beside me. Hahaz... I saw this ballet on ARTS Central. It's like so cool! There's a story line and so. Very beautiful. I was like asking myself yesterday, when did I ever enjoy watching ballet? But this was a cut above all the dances I've ever seen. Oh Ya! Guys in tights are absolutely horrible!! SO OBSENCE!!! YUCKSSSS!!!!
*Vomit*
Okok! Back! Oh ya! My Faci told about this guy who told her this cold joke.
What goes : " wa wa wa wa wa ding!"
Answer: A baby in a microwave.
I tried to laugh. Haha *Froze*
Ate with Amos today! Very inspiring saw him grow so much. Hmmm! HAPPY!
Guess What, GOD GAVE ME A MOUNTAIN BIKE!!! THAT"S the third Anwered WANT PRAYER Recently! Talk about wow! The fight has gotten worsen! Struggles with Satan is getting harder! God has been loving ! Faithful and so good to me. It hurts me each time I hurt him. So I'll glorify Him with all that I can!
So far! I've received 1) New Handphone with 1Gb memory 2) Movie Ticket 3) $40 a week 4) Mountain Bike 5) Good and Reliable Friends! (Still adapting to having such great and trustable friends) 6) Loads of Chocolate 7) Loads of Spiritual Imputs 8) Multitude of Breakthroughs 9) Mega opposition from Satan and self.
Wow! My Life has suddenly entered the Rocky zone. I'm glad Jesus is Carrying me and Holding my hands. =]
| Friday, October 26, 2007
A view at Darkness.
Something struck me. Struck me real hard.
Yesterday, I was in a discipleship group in Campus Crusade. We were sharing things and learning from the word of God. When something hit me.
We are Christ's ambassodor wherever we go. Yes. It's something I heard a lot of times but now it struck exceptionally hard at me. We are Christ's ambassador's. I knew i failed. I have not lived a God gloriflying life in class. Neither did i draw the lost to Jesus. Many times i failed to stand up for Jesus in class. I have not picked up the guts to stand for what is right and what is wrong. Sad huh? That shows how much I have not loved my classmates.
Anyway, that not what pained my heart the most. Because, in my current class, if christians are Christ's ambassdor, they are giving the message that Christ watches porn and that porn is ok. Which is real saddening. I can't believe that it is always the Christians that started into this topic and brought the whole class talking about it. It's the christians! While we Christians should stand by being pure, we end up as people going into topics of pornagraphy and even watching it.
It's a real sad sight. Jesus must have been crying. Either his children are silent or actively leading people away frow Him or just runnig further from Him. Yeah I feel like crying too.
Few days before, I attended a talk on pornography. My brother in SYFC invited me to tag along with a few other God-fearing brothers. Porngraphy is a big issue nowdays. The speaker, shared much about the dangers of pornagraphy and how it brings about a subtle but fast downward spiral. It's not pretty.
I learned that, while not all porn addicts ended up as rapist or sexual perverts, all sexual perverts and rapist started from pornography. Oh...if you watched porn, most likely you'll end up as an addict. Especially if you are guy. So guys, don't get yourself ensnared! Oh oh! there is this belief that girls ain't affected by pornography. OK I'll tell you straight to the point.
THAT"S BULLSHIT. Sorry For the rough word but that hit a sensitive spot. The numbers are increasing. When Satan's playing, there is no such thing as immunity especially when we all are fallen beings. We are against an fallen Archangel. In short, we are in battle against an enemy that is somewhat like second to God. Don't so cocky. Even if Satan has lost the battle, he has constantly been hard a work to bring down God's Children.
AND IF WE DON"T LIVE A GOD GLORIFLYING LIFE, most likey we will be living in a God tarnishing life. Revelations says about lukewarmness right? There is no sitting on the fence.
Don't get scared. I'm still recovering and trying to forgive myself for not living a life to glorify God. I had loads of blessings recently. Much more than just new handphones and Movie tickets. BUT I THREW GOD ASIDE. I still can't believe my wickedness but I'm not th kind that stuff my self with self pity and wimper. I'm gonna restart the fight and seek God.
There must be more than 10 instances I cast God aside. So don't blame my bitter emo-ness. Hahaha.
Pheww...Grandma's birthday is later! Yeah! Free food! Oh oh ! Do you know that I only have money for two meals? and it fits perfectly with the meals I'll need for today and tomorrow's lunch? The Birthday buffet is a God given miracle so that I do not starve ? Haha... Sometime I wished that I can exchange lives with people so that they can see how real God is in my life. Or to a sceptic how coincidental everything is.
The Rabbit bit me while I was poking it. Eeek...Stupid Rabbit. I'm having a 1 CM long deep wound. Beautiful Red colour with lymph fluid flowing out. Diao.
OHOH!! I'm going to do rock climbing every Tuesday! At Aljunied Emmanuel House! It's free!! Elaine! A fellow sister in Christ intro it to me. Oh ya, I've being emo-ing about not having an opportunity do do sports like I used to since the start of poly life.
God wasn't kidding when He states in Matthew 6:33-34. But seek first His Kingdom and His righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough troubles of it's own.
Haha! My Professional Profiling still worries me but I'm left with Interviewing and Conclusion! SO HAPPPY!!!! Weeeee!!!
Awww....Core meeting next Saturday...Sobs.....I don't like meeting and plannings. I wanna be a humble doer but I guess God has other plans for me. Wait and see Wait and see!
Oh....I missed Eunice my sis! I've forgotten to wish her happy birthday...but I did wrote in her birthday card. So nice of the TP people to invite me to write in it.
Prayer Requests! 1) Gordon (My bro) That weakling of a Ronnie noob has been sick for quite a while. Pray for healing . Sore throat and the tendercy to cough out furballs of his rabbit.
2) Yu Ki to be long sighted in planning and doing tasks. Responsibilty in all his given work. Pray for focus and discipline to do Quiet time early in the morning. Pray that he will be more loving and learn to administer and be a blessing to his classmates.
3)Aunty Seok Hoon - Went for a minor operation. Pray for her healing.
4) Uncle Chee Meng, His Sister and Don , Joey Audrian and family to cope with lost ones.
5) Love of God to touch Yu Ki's class. Both Christians and Non- Christians alike to experience God and His realness.
6) A and O level takers ! Pray for focus on God in this difficult hour. Wisdom and peace to go through the paper.
7) Someone to improve in it's job skills and win favor of it's manager and fellow people around it. To continue to grow in God and character development.
8) For RP's Prayer, Evangelism, Partnership (PEP) Groups in Republic Poly(RP) to strengthen and grow in numbers. Pray for the increase in like minded Christians to go forth into the harvest field to pray and evangelise to the lost.
9) QLC Youths to experience a revival! Members to grow to be God fearing and God Loving. Prayer for a spirit of love among the members. Also for End year Camp to be SUPER!!!!!!!!
10) Jaquerline as she prepares for her SAT paper! Pray for wisdom and God's guildance in leading her to where God places her.
Hmmm...YF time!
| Tuesday, October 23, 2007
57 Cents
A sobbing little girl stood near a small church from which she had been turned away because it was "too crowded."
"I can't go to Sunday School," she sobbed to the pastor as he walked by. Seeing her shabby, unkempt appearance, thepastor guessed the reason and, taking her by the hand, took her inside and found a place for her in the Sunday school class.The child was so happy that they found room for her, and she went to bed that night thinking of the children who have no place to worship Jesus.
Some two years later, this child lay dead in one of the poor tenement buildings. Her parents called for the kind-hearted pastor who had befriended their daughter to handle the final arrangements. As her poor little body was being moved, a worn and crumpled red purse was found which seemed to have been rummaged from some trash dump. Inside was found 57 cents and a note, scribbled ina child's handwriting, which read:"This is to help build the little church bigger so more children can go to Sunday School."For two years she had saved for this offering of love.
When the Pastor tearfully read that note, he knew instantly what he would do. Carrying this note and the cracked, red pocketbook to the pulpit, he told the story of her unselfish love and devotion.
He challenged his deacons to get busy and raise enough money for the larger building. But the story does not end there...A newspaper learned of the story and published it. It was read by a wealthy realtor who offered them a parcel of land worth many thousands of dollars.When told that the church could not pay so much, he offered to sell it to the little church for 57 cents.
Church members made large donations.Checks came from far and wide. Within five years the little girl's gift had increased to $250, 000.00. ...a huge sum for that time (near the turn of the century).Her unselfish love had paid large dividends.When you are in the city of Philadelphia , look up Temple Baptist Church , with a seating capacity of 3,300. And be sure to visit Temple University , where thousands of students are educated.Have a look too, at the Good Samaritan Hospital and at a Sunday School building which houses hundreds of beautiful children,built so that no child in the area will ever need to be left outside during Sunday school time.
In one of the rooms can be seen the picture of the sweet face of the little girl whose 57 cents, so sacrificially saved, made suchremarkable history. Alongside of it is a portrait of her kind pastor, Dr. Russell H. Conwell, author of the book, "Acres of Diamonds."
This is a true story, which goes to show
WHAT GOD CAN DO WITH 57 CENTS.
A few things struck me as I read this. One is that I do feel that Christians do take for granted the marvelous gift of Salvation they have. People out there need God while they sing halelujahs to them themselves every Sunday and live every other days in a manner that make people shun Christian. Of course not all are like that. Just most.
Which is bad enough.
Two. This sentence does not make sense. "she had been turned away because it was "too crowded." " Hey Hey! When is a Church too crowed tha that someone will be rejected from the love of God? Don't make sense right? Hmmm...After thinking for a while, I realise that that is happening currently but it's subtle. The way Satan likes it. Think about it. What can it be? It's not too obvious but if you are honest with yourself and you have been looking out for other, this shouldn't be too difficult for you. Unless of cos you are blind to those around you. So far, I've seen this in the Christians of my Class, Church , Crusade and SYFC. Awwww....so common? Got it yet? Ok I'll say now. It is the rejection of those that are not normal to us. Our Cliques or groups are just "TOO FULL" for them. It's very clear in my Church and Class. It's more Rare in Crusade and SYFC.
I wonder why....the difference between the Christians who are in Para Churches and Churches. I realise that the reason can be simple. The para churches are made up by Christians who made the decision to seek God and set aside extra time for God in their lives while some Christians are in church because their mommy and daddy is in church. So I guess the ratio of real Christians to by name christians are really different in Churches and Para Churches.
Why? I think we all take God for granted here and there. Like I mentioned earlier, we are already saved. Sometimes we don't think much for the unsaved. Cos if we truely apprieciate the Gift of God, we'll be sharing this Good news to everyone we see or meet! Including those sitting beside us when we travel. It's Good News after all right?
I'm gonna Change my Blogskin!
| Wednesday, October 17, 2007
UNREPENTANT
UNREPENTANT Oh....someone is displeased at some of my posts. Oh oh...big problem. Got ground news here and there. So I decided to look through my blog to see if it has breached any fatal points.
It was ok. Maybe I step a little too out in some points but ...HEY! I didn't mention names! I didn't make it too obvious? I did not suan but state in a neutral matter of fact manner instead. Unless you are admitting that you do all this, it would not have affected anybody. ( What a childish argument, Yu Ki I thought you are better than that. Haha...Noob)
Okok...Normally, I won't mind deleting my posts. (What for pick a fight over a few thoughts people won't agree with?)BUT! FOr this post I cannot ! I like it too much ! It's written too beautifully. I know you are reading this but I am sorry , I will not delete this post.
You can scream murder...but all I can do is to censor the parts you don't want exposed. Of course I'll then need to know which part you want censored. Please feel free to tag at my tag box.
Hees..
For now, I have nothing left to blog....actually alot of fun stuff but no mood le....just some sadistic ideas forming .HAHAHAHA!! I wanna learn Chess!! So I can play people! Kidding.
Hmm....Okok! I'll be nice. I'll censor if you let me know where you want me to censor. But Calling is not one of the method you can use. Ok?
|
UNREPENTANT
UNREPENTANT Hmmm....My blogging has caught the attention of a friend. The friend was disturbed and extremly annoyed at my writings.
I after getting some ground news here and there, I decided to look through my blogging to see if there is anything out of place. It looks ok...occassional slips here and there but hey! Identity not revealed! Anyway, if it's any ordinary blogging, I'll give it a miss and just delete it. No big deal anyway. Just what I think.
BUT, sorry dude! I know you are reading this. Hees. Smart right? Actually not. Common sense. I cannot delete. I love that post a little too much. Why? Because it is well written!!
| Sunday, October 14, 2007
What a DAY!
What a DAY!
Woah!! Today was a bombastic day! Not only that's it's Steffi's Birthday, it's a day of super ups and super downs! Let's start with the bad news ok?
It is not something new. So far it has been a common knowledge. I just decided not to believe the obvious. So I designed a series of test. Opening various opportunities for everyone to be proven wrong... but the guilty has just proven itself guilty.
Anyway, I shall keep the kind of test I designed a secret. =] Think of it yourself. xp
Had Prayer with Aunty Seok and Aunty Irene.
Oh! I stole Gladys from Eunice. *Pulls face at Eunice*
Eunice told me that she is suppose to scold me for stealing away her best friend. I told her this" May the best man win." Well... I do not know whether she understood what I meant or not. I guess she didn't. It's a challenge she cannot win . Cos she's not a man. Haha. Anyway, I'm not stealing Gladys! Diao! She's always been a good friend. So not worries Eunice! That special place is for you! Not me.
Oh! I'm not Steffi's self proclaimed one and only best friend! Cool huh! But it's nice to seee Steffi smile! It's her birthday after all! Regreted not aiming to eat with her today. Wasted!
Oh ya! Eunice asked me " You have not become my best friend yet." Wahhaha! I shall take it as I'm highly demanded ! =]
Hmm..My skin has thickened over the weeks. Hmm...Why? I'm feeling happy! So Naturally I go a bit of nuts. But it's ok! Not a problem at all! In fact, I believe that Hazel approves of it too! Why? It is because her new E-mail contains the word nut(Referring to herself).
Phew....Oh! I'm being accused today for something I did not do again! Hmm... I have 2 accusers! One is Satan who accuse correctly for my sins but I'm forgiven! I'm loved beyond all things ! *Pulls face at Satan then runs behind Jesus* My second acuser is a human one who accuse me of multitude of things which I have not done. Diao but is just as draining and annoying. Nevermind! Jesus says love your enemies! Leave the Judgement to Him. Fine by me but I do hope that the person repent.
Okok! Back on track! I challenged an Adult in table soccer today. I forgotten his name but he has something to do with Sunday School. It's a two game match! He's good. First Score at 7: 10 and Second Score at 6 :10. Of Course I'm the 10 scorer. Why did I say that he is good? Well he did has the skills. At my 10th Goal in the first match , I did not update the score. So he did not know. I thought I would not matter but to my surprise, he manage to score 3 goals before I rescore the final goal. Hmmm So second match I played a little more serious. I end up placing him at a 6 to 0 disadvantage. After that, I decide to relent.
I saw that Timonthy and Darryl got quite good in the game. Hmm..I'm looking forward to challenge them! Hmm..Interesting will it be. Oh! I play by faith by the way, I have no real skills. How well I play depends on my walk with God. Especially the pride area. =]
Must confess. I pray each time I play. Hahaz.
Hees! Oh!! I realise a horrible secret today! Satan has been doing his job at a terrifying efficiency. Scary...and people are been deceived like nobodies' business. Guess what, God's people! The Christians are still sitting down and shaking their legs. Haha.Bad news. I must be more faithful. So must my bro and sis in Christ.
Okok! Back to the afternoon. I played with the chinese section kids!There is this kid Samuel who needs severe character development. I help him with it today and I believe he is a whole lot better person now! Praise God! Met Lisa and Daniel and Magdeline miss them! They are so fun!
Yeah! I finally got $40! It's for this week but tomorrow, I'll need to put $10 into my Ezlink Card for emergency bus travels! Or I'll get sold off for $0.15 again. Just found out that I meant so little to someone I love so much. Sad huh? I shall not expose that person but this is good opportunity to express unconditioned love. Hahaz! Life is fun huh?
So I'll have $30 dollars to spend this week. It will be enough by the grace of God! Hmmm....I still have not exercise for a long time. T-T
AND HERE COMES THE BEST PART! AN ANSWERED WANT PRAYER!
Ok! What's the difference. God Answers Prayer all the time! It's just yes , no or wait. Usually , the prayers we can expect a yes are need prayers. Prayers that seek a need. A want prayers are things you do not need but things you want. I do pray them because there are things I want beside what I need. Usually I do not expect a yes knowing there are more important things than that. BUT GOD DECIDED TO SAY YES TO SOMETHING I WANTED!
I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE WITH MEMORY CARD! It's not a prayer voiced out . It's a prayer that comes from the heart's desire. but God gave it to me anyway! I'm like so happy now! Hahaz! I wish I can make God smile alot too! Hmm....
Oh!! I think I have a test tomorrow. Wakakaka!! STUDY TIME! People should really seek God first. Sadly not many do that.
| Friday, October 12, 2007
CTI Food Tour!
Wow! CTI Food Tour was a Blast!
My team includes : Michelle Olivia Charrissa Nicole Rachel Michelle ME!
Right ! I'm the only Guy. Xin Fu huh?
Haha.. Kidding...
The first 4 ladies are from Temasek Poly. Michelle's my friend since Secondary School and ..She's still in my Poly. =]
The other Michelle is our CTI friend! CTI stands for Carpenter's Tool Internetional. They are an internation band and they are visiting Singapore! So , we played host to them! This time, we are suppose to bring them around to eat good food in Singapore. Of course, this isn't the last time we meet them! There are still many more events coming up! Like a barbecue, A performance and loads of fun and crazy stuff!
WoooHooo!
Anyway, we Eat in some places in Chinatown plus! Lau Ba Sa. Yeahh! THe problem is I have no money...Hees...Remember? Dad gave me $30 instead of $40 for this week.I still have $5.50 left for this Saturaday and Sunday.. Awww... I did conserve k? I would have $10 ++ if not you yesterday! Hahaz!
Had a great time yesterday Pheww......
| Thursday, October 11, 2007
Giving your 101%
What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:
If : A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
THEN , look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D 12+ 15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!
Have a nice day & God bless !!
Class was fun today. Ariel brought her DAUGHTER to class!! Cool huh? Her Daughter is name Faith Tan. She has a pet whos name I forgot tied to her. So cute. But like Eyore, she was abused my some of my classmates. haha...shan't say who. Or I might get wack. Hahaz..
Also, The Crusaders Celebrated Marcus Birthday today! It was real great. He never even resist when we tau pok him.....or in BB 26th terms, Super Fly. Glad to see him happy.
Bro and some of my church friends watched movie today. I was so sadded. I cannot join them...Boo hooo hooo! Xp Nah....who cares.
I have a UT to worry about My Understanding Test. Made some careless mistakes....Tsk... How silly. Still , ..Nvm...
Met Ian and Olivia for Role playing...didn't roleplay much but we discuss on christainity issues. We ate together. Ian treat me. Hmmm...Poor Yu Ki . Haha..I tried to eat spicy food...but I'm not there yet haha.. I was tearing while I was eating!!
haha...
Then we depart. Ian went on his way, I took train with Olivia. Showed her some pics and jokes .We had great laughs. Then we reach Bishan where her friend should join us. But.....Her friend took the other side. LOL...Later Olivia msg me that while she too the right train to reach Orchard, she did not alight till City Hall. Ownage...Hahaz
Wow...What a happening day. Tomorrow, it's FUN with Carpenter's Tool International! We are bring them around Singapore to eat and have fun! This is so coool! There are a Christian Band travelling internationally. AND MICHELLE is joining me! YEAH!! Anime Girl is coming! oops..Don't tell her.. Hahaz.
Oh ya! Walk to school with Maggie today. Hees! I teach her to exercise! What a great disciple I am!
| Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Gladys D Glad
Ho Ho Ho! Merry Christmas!
Alright it's not near but the events are out! Loads of exciting and fulfiling events are out this December. So exciting!
Any way, I'm feeling real high now from spending a day with Gladys. LOL! No funny ideas dudes! I'm too good for her. Hahaz...
Here's a poem for Gladys the Glad.
Gladed to meet the Glad who is always Glad and comes by the name of Gladys D Glad and live a life of Gladness displaying all Gladness like a brilliant Glad shining out from the pure Gladness found only in a Glad person like Gladys D Glad. Such Awesome Gladness none can Gladly match the Gladness of the ever Glad and unreasonably Glad Gladys the Glad whose magnificient Gladness can only be gladly surpassed by her own imcomphrehensible sense of Gladness.
Wah...don't wanna write le. Hahaz. *Faint*
Anyway, Gladys, Christopher and I were studying...Well...at least I was. Hahaz.
Christopher left after he got dried. He ran in the rain.... Gladys Studied with me till around a certain time. Haha.. Faints..Then I sent her home. Well...I wanted to check out Chua Chu Kang Library as well as to return some heavy library books. (In short I meant I'm not that nice as a guy) Well...on the way there, Gladys DISCOVERED! She has no key...Her parents are not home.
Wow... Poor thing. Haha..Kidding I'm neither a mean guy too. So I decided to accompany her till her parents got home. With is 8-9 +? I got to explore Chua Chu Kang too! Which is way cool. Gladys introduced me some great food which I cannot remember. Ho ! I do ! Korean Udon. Pretty great.
Ate some Kimchi too...not comparable to Korean Kimchi but it does bring back loads of reminiscence. Aww...I miss those times.I definitely can't wait for rest to come then I can enjoy the rest of eternity away.
Went window shopping with Gladys! It was super fun! Had always been a fun person to be with. More honest than most people I met and I had a great time laughing . Hmm! I can't wait for another day like that!
I was later invited by her parents to her house. Gladys Got super fun parents! I really don't mind getting to know them better! Her bro and sis are also real adorable. When I go their place next time, I'll be ready to devour their food. Wahaha...but of course not as much as Josiah. Gladys mom compared me to Josiah! Can you believe that? I'm not that super in eating ! LOL! I'll burst.
Anyway, I had one of the best time of my life this year! I had so much fun. I rare that I can be having fun and honestly share and talk.
| Saturday, October 06, 2007
Cycling...
Went with Stanford to explore Pulau Ubin today.
We met at 8am at Tampanies. Awww...That's early...Anyway, I reached there first then I had stomachache...Lol....Irritating. Anyway, We reach Pulau Ubin at around ...erm...9 ++? Yeah...Oh! I found a new chocolate that gives more energy! So fun! and Sweet too...Hmm..Gonna get diabetes soon. Hahaz.
We rented a bike for $6. Pulua Ubin is Big...ok...not that big...but we cannot find a super nice route to cycle. Poor Stanford. Hahaz.
Anyway..The trip to explore the left part of Ubin is kind of fun. Hees....I miss those times of Exertion.
Went to Stanford's home after the trip. Have a small meal then we move to church! Hees....YFC people are coming there. Freaky . Hahahaz.
Stanford is really nice. To be honest, I used to find the older youths a little annoying but as I get to know them better, I realise that they can be pretty nice people too..
I guess I still have alot to learn about accepting everyone! I'm gonna be shining God's light to all! Yeah!....
I dearly wished for an opportunity to share the gospel now...so sad...Have not been sharing... haiz....
A lot of things to blog...but lazyy....ah..I found this in the E-mail..It's good.
Reaping what you sow
In light of the many perversions and jokes we send to one another for a laugh, this is a little different: This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking.
Billy Graham's daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her 'How could God let something like this happen?' (regarding the attacks on Sept. 11). Anne Graham gave an extremely profound and insightful response. She said
'I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?'
In light of recent events...terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare (she was murdered, her body found recently) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools, and we said OK. Then someone said you better not read the Bible in school ... the Bible says thou shall not kill, thou shall not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we said OK.
Then Dr. Benjamin Spock said we shouldn't spank our children when they misbehave because their little personalities would be warped and we might damage their self-esteem (Dr.. Spock's son committed suicide). We said an expert should know what he's talking about. And we said OK.
Then someone said teachers and principals better not discipline our children when they misbehave. The school administrators said no faculty member in this school better touch a student when they misbehave because we don't want any bad publicity, and we surely don't want to be sued (there's a big difference between disciplining, touching, beating, smacking, humiliating, kicking, etc.). And we said OK.
Then someone said, let's let our daughters have abortions if they want, and they won't even have to tell their parents. And we said OK.
Then some wise school board member said, since boys will be boys and they're going to do it anyway, let's give our sons all the condoms they want so they can have all the fun they desire, and we won't have to tell their parents they got them at school. And we said OK.
Then some of our top elected officials said it doesn't matter what we do in private as long as we do our jobs. Agreeing with them, we said it doesn't matter to me what anyone, including the President, does in private as long as I have a job and the economy is good.
Then someone said let's print magazines with pictures of nude women and call it wholesome, down-to-earth appreciation for the beauty of the female body. And we said OK.
Ad then someone else took that appreciation a step further and published pictures of nude children and then further again by making them available on the Internet. And we said OK, they're entitled to free speech.
Then the entertainment industry said, let's make TV shows and movies that promote profanity, violence, and illicit sex. Let's record music that encourages rape, drugs, murder, suicide, and satanic themes. And we said it's just entertainment, it has no adverse effect, nobody takes it seriously anyway, so go right ahead.
Now we're asking ourselves why our children have no conscience, why they don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves.
Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it out. I think it has a great deal to do with 'WE REAP WHAT WE SOW.'
Hmmm...I was wondering what to put as my profile when I stumbled upon my friendster...
More About Yu Ki Ki
Schools:
Zhangde Primary School
Tanglin Secondary School
Republic Polytechnic
Occupation: Primary
Child of GOD
Being Me Secondary
A Volunteer in SYFC
Affiliations: Current
Queenstown Lutheran Church (QLC)
QLC Youth Fellowship
Young Adult Fellowship
Commonwealth Care Group
Singapore Youth For Christ (Grad Serve) Ex
Zhangde Primary School
Tanglin Secondary School (TSS)
The Boy's Brigade 26th Coy
TSS Entrepreneur Club
TSS Sports Leaders
TSS Choir
Tanglin Musical: Joseph and the Amazing Technicoloured Dreamcoat
TSS Track and Field
RP Dragonboat.
TRP Campus Crusade For Christ
RP Conservationist IG
RP Trekking IG
Hobbies and Interests:
Running, Reading, Eating,
Singing, Dancing, Acting
Spending time with friends
Collecting Smiles.
Favorite Books (genre):
Bible, Science Fiction, Zoology,
Immunolgy, Disease,
Biographies of People of God.
Favorite Movies (What I look for):
Great storylines, Sci Fic, Action,
Meaningful and Touching ones.
Favorite Music:
I'm ok with most music unless it is too loud or negative.
Favorite TV Shows:
Rarely watched TV now......
About Me:
Currently 19 year old.
Just Graduated from Republic Polytechnic. Got a GPA of 3.61.
Serving as a Grad Servant in Singapore Youth For Christ. Travels from Queenstown to Aljunied and then to the different polys to work
Sharing the Gospel and Challenging Christians to do so is my job.
In desperate need of Exercise...Who wanna jog with me?
Waiting for National Service and hoping to get into the Naval Diving Unit
Am very thankful for a God who is always there and always loving.
Filled with Grace and Mercy.
Is working towards being a man after God's heart.
Hence my chosen baptism name: David.
Thought a lot about my future.
Talked to a few people about it.
Some are encouraging, while some are not.
Knows that the path ahead is not going to be easy...
but you know what?
I'm at peace ...
because I know that the One who holds my future is the One that holds my hands. (Proverbs 3:5-6, Deuteronomy 31:8)
Assured that no matter how much I suffered here on earth, it will be nothing compared to the glory in heaven. =]
Can add me at
LovedbyGodYuKi@gmail.com
See my blog on
http://yukiinsights.blogspot.com
Who I Want to Meet:
Well...I'm ok with anybody. =]
