Thursday, February 16, 2006
Planning
Planned a great deal today....not much interesting things happen. SORRY ! Pamela for ignoring you...but I was buzy hahahaaz. Realli sorry.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Faith Test
Fearless is a good comedy. Great mix of action and Comedy although the beginning was a little gory. Still the moral lessons are strongly displayed. It's not about winning and losing. One question when poisoned why does one vomit black stuff? How can a few sip of tea produce so much black stuff?
Valentine's day was a little tough for me. Woke up at 5 something. My body screaming at me. excruciating pain overwhelmed me. I felt as if my bones were bend by someone. Then I went to the toliet and started vomiting. I vomited soup I drank few days ago.....White soup. After vomiting for a while, I started vomiting Red Black stuff.....Think it's duck . Kept vomiting.... I cannot go back to sleep. My body aches. I felt lethargic yet lying down is painful. Later in the morning I vomited after drinking milk. Wow...I didn't know a few mouthful can multiply that much hahahaz. Any way I'm sure I look pathetic. I remember Job...From the Bible...hmmm If he can do it , So can I hahahaz. That proves to be easier said than done. I did house work. Well....I only manage to carry the vaccuum cleaner and vacuum one matress before proceeding to the toliet to vomit again.....This this I vomitted Yellow stuff...Which I guess Is bile? Father came out and gave me money to see Doctor.
SO off I go. Hmm The Receptionist Was friendly today Wow!! first time since the time I visit this Clinic . Good . Miraclous hahahz.Still can Smile and talk nicely . Wanted to say" Keep it up you look better this way" but I was to sick to respond lolz.
The Medicine work fast cool. In around 30 mins + pain subsides.
THe rest of the DAy?
I spent recovering self.
TOday I feel so much BETTER I've recovered!!
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Friday, February 10, 2006
Attending the Apocalyse, Clashing against Calamity, Dodging Dooms Day.
I've Survived... I guess and boy do I feel Great.
My results ain't fantastic but it clearly displayed God's work. I still remember ...Andy telling me that God does not respond but hey ... God does. It's just that people shut him out. God is so present in my life. My result is 14 and 23. Clear saying from God where he wants me to proceed on. I was asking GOd to decide my next path in life. For I do not know which path to take. I was nervous and I take comfort in the Lord. I prayed hard for my results. When my teacher pass me my Cert, She said ...
"Congrats Yu Ki...You can go to many courses."....
Now How should I interpret that I thought. LOLz. Did I do badly...Was that a consolation or is it truly that I did well or onli average? I....My heart leap with Joy When I saw my results. I cannot stopped laughing .Surly I do not deserve this BUt Thanks God. I saw all this in my dreams Cool huh!
I can go to the courses I want ! in Poly but I totally failed to Quailfly for a JC. My path decided.
Althought many had better results than me, I'm content to move on.
My soles are peeling ... very painful.
By the Way I've decided to quit sports.....I'll still join ...but not in a competitive way anymore.
Blessed is the LOrd God Almighty!
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
I not stupid too.
What a day.....
Soccer in the morning was tough. The heat was a killer.Both my feet were injured. The opposition is tough. My team was Out Numbered, Out Skilled, Out Gunned.I cannot walk properly. But the excitement, the odds, the adrenaline and the competition spurred me on. I did my best. Still we ended up defeated.
Then Andy , Berwin , Sze Jin , Bryce and me Went to Jurong East to watch a movie.
I Not Stupid Too.
It was a great movie. A must watch in fact. Can learn alot from it. Watching it was rather painful for me. Reminds me so much of me. My thoughts , experiences clearly displayed there. The only difference is that the Movie had a happy ending.....While mine is still not decided.Well I can always hope things to end well can't I . I have a God . A God to put faith in . Surly the outcome would be the best and God will explain all to me when I finally meet him .
For now work is needed to be done.
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Reassurances for my Brothers and Sisters in Christ
John 15:18-19
If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would loved you as it's own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.
Yes Yes tough world we are having. Not sure if the God we believe in is true or not. If so why so much bad things happened? Innocent lives taken each day. War, Plagues , Crimes , Diseases, Natural Disasters, Accidents, Family problems, friendship problems, Bullies.... yar ....the list goes on....Seems to be no end to the Bad things we have. It's makes us wonder if there is a God out there to call to or not. Yes.... but all this has been predicted. All was there for a reason. The reason was sin. Yes. This brings us to Genesis.
Genesis 3:6-11
When the woman saw the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye , and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it. Then the eyes of both of them were opened.and they realized they were naked; so the sew fig leaves together and make coverings for themselves.
Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, they hid from the Lord Godamong the trees of the garden.But the Lord God called to the man. " where are you?"
He answered " I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid"
And he said,"who told you that you were naked?Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?"
In the beginning, God and man can see each other. The was also this Garden of Eden where lies the Tree of Life and the Tree of knowledge of Good and Evil. God commanded that both man and woman can eat any fruits in the Garden except for the fruit of the Tree of knowledge of Good and Evil. Note that God did not forbade man or woman to eat the fruit from the Tree of Life which grants immortality. We can say that God knew that humans are not ready yet to eat the fruits of the Tree of knowledge of Good and Evil. However tempted by the serpent, both ate the fruit from the Tree of knowledge of Good and Evil. Their eyes were open to all knowlegde yes....you can say it's a good thing...after all it is good to know right? But the thing is that the knowledge given does not only includes Good Knowlegde. It also includes bad knowledge. Still they have misused the trust given to them. In a way they betrayed / backstabbed God. God went to the Garden and called for man. However soon discovered that they ate the fruit. Then God said, not thundered, not rubuked nor barked.God said "who told you that you were naked?Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?" Man however did not apologised but pushed the blame. SO you see the trouble. God and man had a special relationship. For man is made in the image of God. However man disobeyed God. Did something to hurt himself. not only that. They avoided God.Breaking the relationship. between God and Man. That Breaking of Relationship is known as Sin.
In Biblical History God has in many way attempt to guide man for man had knowlegde but not wisdom. However man broke relations with God and continue to spiral to destruction by following what seem right to them. They then blamed their sufferings on God when God had been they all the time being rejected by them. It was written.
John 15:25b
They hated me without a reason.
In the End, God came and died for us. He took all our sins so that we no longer be separated from him. Still there is a catch. We must accept him as God. Which many had failed to do so.
Since man not having wisdom , tried to make thing good with his knowledge. Without wisdom and having rejected God's aid, man make a mess out of almost everything. Man tried to do good , however without wisdom , nothing much came out of it. Instead man causes more pain for himself. War , Terror, Police, Robbery, Religon, cults, everything good or bad. Done for a reason that seems Good but had however harmed many others.
In life we try to do good and people around us also try to do good but knowingly or unknowingly, we often indirectly hurt others. That's why so much pain is around.
Why God has allowed this to happen? If you want to know, Talk to me about it.
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Friday, February 03, 2006
Tweet Tweet little birdie Bye Bye.
Hmmm... what a disappointment . Suppose to watch I not stupid too today and go to a poly open house but was canceled. Sad...but still today's events are worth experiencing.
Told mom that I'm not going any where. Mom then request that I visit my Grandma. Cool... I get to travel to places I'm not sure how to get to. I got to the bus stop. I felt bored. So I walk to the next bus stop.When I got there I sit for a few secs I felt bored so I decided to walk to the next bus stop. I got there within 2 mins . Stood for a while . I goy bored again so I walked to the next bus stop. Lolz. I was reali sian dun know why.Then I proceed to my 4th bus stop. 3/4 way there, the bus came . Needless to say I ran. Feel so good running hahahaz. 4-5 stops later I alight.
Almost got lost well I was 1 percent unsure. Got there safely still . Thank God for that.Grandma Greeted me with a tongue which I cannot fully Identify. Based on facial expression , tone and some Self translation, It's ain't a happy Greeting.Something like "ask u come but u never come." Hmmm ...When did that happen? Old people imaging things ....probably communication break down.
I was told later that we are going to a temple....HEY! wait a minute, that ain't part of the plan.
Anyway walk there. Wow a sight to behold.A temple upgraded with an avairy. Hmmm bird-flu must have scared the Devotees away.The area was desolated. So many birds . Some are very pretty. The was two birds I noticed. They kept close to each other all the time . THey are like so sweet. Any way the main interest lies in the othe birds in the store. The was this I think parrot who kept avoiding my hands. I was like going close to it then move away then closer again. The parrot dance along . Lolz loses it's balance trying to avoid me hahahahz Cute... The bird that catches most my attention was the crow like bird with yellow growth on it's head. It got great voice and can talk !lolz. Thought only parrot's talk. It whistle well too. It is real cool Way cool hahahaz. After that I was informed That Az will not attend Le Parkour Lessons tomorrow. He got work . So I decided not to go too. Personal reasons hahahaz.
Wonder what tomorrow brings...I cannot wait. I'm Getting O's results sOON WOOHOOO!
Well I just hope I can WOO HOO when I get my results ....
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
Physical Training.
Nothing interesting happen in the morning except that the bacon was covered with ants when I took it. Hmm So I put it back on my dad's table and warned him. Then I decided to go to Wei Long's home. Nearer to training grounds. I reached pandan primary then I walk a long walk to Wei Long's home.
Nothing much happened except that I saw two children . A male and a female whacking each other with umbrella while uttering strange Chinese Characters. Lol, side effects of watching too much Chinese drama.
Watch Jurong JC orientation in Wei Long's home. Fun....Then I pick up a few ideas Heh Heh Heh. Hmmmm Then I saw Pei Shan. Lolz. Didn't know she went there.
Then We went to training Grounds. 5pm...Most have reached. Except for some.....hmmm CSM included. At normal circumstances I'll feed him to the fish in The Reservoir but today's special hahahahaz. Today I shall personally train the boys.Wei Long further gave me an idea which won't make their training more bearable. Heh Heh Heh I feel so bad haahahaz.
Today we have a Sec one with us. So must take certain precaution...
I love this part. " Alright boys. you are 12 mins late. That amounts to 144 push ups. Your performance today will decide if you get to do the 144 push ups. "
Wei Long chip in " Yu Ki you forgot those who didn't come"
Then back to me " oh ya! ok that makes it three hundred"
One of the boys asked" Why so much?"
I repiled " I just like 300 today. Alright boys If you perform well then I may forget the push ups. If not then 300 it is and I expect Good performance as today I'm personally leading you. "
You should take a look at their stunned face. A chorus of oh nos rose. hahahaz Oh ya Jerome Joined in too hahahaz Fun fun.
Warm up almost killed them . Well It seems ok with me. hahaz Then off we go 6 Km Run!! Woo Hoo!!!I jogged slowly....but half boys gone le..Thought Jerome would have done a better job encouraging the boys but nvm I'll train the stamina of those around me first with what I picked up from Mr Tham and others and self. One thing I notice The Sec one was Doing a little better than the Seniors...NOOO Lolz. The Veterans are Owned hahahz Sorry BB languade. Any way one by one they run out of stamina and disappear.hhahaz. Left Victor and Jerry and I think noel
Then I make a mistake. I sprint to what I thought was the ending. nooo.Waste stamina and damages self. ouch...Pain in rib. nvm but all like so far away le . So I slowed my pace till Jerry caught up. We continued till Jerry say he cannot le So I helped him carry his bag. Hmmm uncomfortable and heavy. I further damage my self the pain is getting worse. I slowed to recover pace. Jerry continued but soon he is down . I caught up and was rather...pained hahaahz. Still go on Jerry struggled to keep up. Saw the ending about 400+ meters away. I decided time to leave him behind. So I'll be really to give instructions to him when he reached. So I hasten my pace. I really hate the pain My chest hurts. But pain is only temporary . So I ignore it and Sprint.I reached there. Got enought time to recover from the pain and warm down. Man...It reali hurt.
Received the boys and then it is Pt time. Good good . I did let the boys relax before hand. Well Knoon Fai plead to stop the Pt hahhahaz the one Wei Long told me about hahahahz. Ok Then I let them go and complete all other training. Shiok. We then jog back to starting point.
I gave them 3 to 5 mins head start. Then Here i come. I cannot Jogged fast nonoonono My chest hurt realli bad. Hmmm I have a weak body. Still I jogged on to overtake some. Knoon Fai start mocking me by running in front and say he better stay in front on the safe side. hahahaz big mistake. Within 5 meters you are dead meat. When we are like 30 ms away from the end, Knoon Fai turned to look where he is going.I was gone when he turned back , I sprint in front . LOLz . Needless to say he nv reach in time . Noel was like laughing hahahz.
Hiaz great training but I realized...that my body is breaking down swiftly. No longer as capable as before. since Badminton at Jennifer's place. Haiz....Felt like giving up sports le. No .....cannot bear to...haiz,,.. sad sad.
Still tomorrow promises more fun! YEAH!
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Zodiac....
Hmmm.....I'm left with the last book of resident Evil.....Great story with even better punch lines haahahaz.
Ghost busters stopped showing on kid's central? How tragic. At least the Cyborg 009 still showing hahahaz.
Was rather pissed off this morning. I was watching Tv then Daddy decides to vucuum the floor..
So noisy . I was like Dad! you ain't the only one who knows how to Vacuum the house. Why not ask me to Vacuum instead of trying to spoil my show.Well I did not say that of course....Why would I hahahaz. Hmmm Gotta try out the Vacuum . Looks like fun.
Went to school. Stall 5 auntie was so nice to treat me a drink.
The banner was taken down.....hmmmm a rather incomplete job too. The ropes were still there....I cannot believe it when Miss Chai told me Liangchen did that. Well...I thought he would not do it so sloppily.Then Miss Chai reasoned that they are tired....no wonder poor people. Partially my fault anyway. I'm suppose to remove the banner but I've forgot. Sobzz.
Anyway... a brighter day lies ahead.Heehee gonna lead the next AQ training...I'm gonna give them a hell of a training I've pick up.
A sec one will be joining the training. Good I like people who dream who aspire and go after what people would think is impossible.For they remind me of someone close and the chances the person has lost.
Recently got a rather bad news relating to my newer friends. It was rather shocking....and sad. I shall keep it to myself.
Hmmm watched Zodiac today. It was......Stupid. yeah you heard it.Stupid. It's like from the flaws of every single producers, We proudly bring you Zodiac.The movie producer probably have no back ground in movie making and the Zodiac legend. Story wrong never mind but the story given was ridiculous. Mom slept through it. Ok perhaps personal testimonial won'tproof how bad it is. BUT!! the whole theatre was like groaning at all the rather silly parts . lolz That BAD.
Still I make it interesting by making a profile of each animal.heehee...like it well.
RAT- a cunning person . Low self- esteem. An opportuntist....could be dishonest a times. Loyal...but not fully. Position , power ,wealth can turn it into a back stabber. Very good with talking.
OX-one you would like to be your friend. Strong, kind , Good hearted. Athough sofe spoken and dim , It is one who you would call a best friend.
TIGER-egomaniac one word describe it all. Power hunger. Proud ,arrogant. Dim also hahahaz. Gifted with power .So have a mentality of a spoiled child.
RABBIT-Not to be trusted as a friend. haahahaz. Abandon you at the word of trouble. Good with words too. An opportunist. Tends to manupilate.
DRAGON-Strong powerful. You name it. However, likes to show of ....till it flood earth lolz one of the Good Guys though....nono not powerful . Can only make rain and fly. other than that.....WEEEEAaaaaak
SNAKE-Maiden in distress.....Hiaz.....Disappoint me but at least one of the good character. A little dumb though....Why would you enter a race when you are pregnant. LOLZ. Poor thing suffered all the way . Most remarkable animal in the race. Even abandon her children.All snakes are charming hahahahaz.
HORSE-Heroic....but boast too much. hahahaz well it is proud of it's bloodlines so and so. Still it screamed like a coward / sissy in the end...stupid .
GOAT-Well....like most Goats..Rude / annoying/ vengeful/ Stupid(Got trick by a dim ox)hahahaz/noisy . Panics silly and get unhelpful people in crisis. O ....Meryvn from Kid central is wrong when he said people like goats cos they were so very very nice. I don't like them ahhaahz...only the animal versions hahahaahz jkjkjkjk.
MONKEY-Silly businessman with a burned red butt. Neither bright nor useful. Incorrigible.I cannot stand money faces makes me puke projectile vomit.
ROOSTER-Irritating /hard hearted/ a back stabber. Pretented to be your friend for self benefit. Mocks at other people.Some one you who love to hate.
DOG-good natured ,kind hearted but tends to be too loyal. Encouraging too. nice friend to have.
PIG-Sleepzzzzzzzzzz
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Zodiac....
Hmmm.....I'm left with the last book of resident Evil.....Great story with even better punch lines haahahaz.
Ghost busters stopped showing on kid's central? How tragic. At least the Cyborg 009 still showing hahahaz.
Was rather pissed off this morning. I was watching Tv then Daddy decides to vucuum the floor..
So noisy . I was like Dad! you ain't the only one who knows how to Vacuum the house. Why not ask me to Vacuum instead of trying to spoil my show.Well I did not say that of course....Why would I hahahaz. Hmmm Gotta try out the Vacuum . Looks like fun.
Went to school. Stall 5 auntie was so nice to treat me a drink.
The banner was taken down.....hmmmm a rather incomplete job too. The ropes were still there....I cannot believe it when Miss Chai told me Liangchen did that. Well...I thought he would not do it so sloppily.Then Miss Chai reasoned that they are tired....no wonder poor people. Partially my fault anyway. I'm suppose to remove the banner but I've forgot. Sobzz.
Anyway... a brighter day lies ahead.Heehee gonna lead the next AQ training...I'm gonna give them a hell of a training I've pick up.
A sec one will be joining the training. Good I like people who dream who aspire and go after what people would think is impossible.For they remind me of someone close and the chances the person has lost.
Recently got a rather bad news relating to my newer friends. It was rather shocking....and sad. I shall keep it to myself.
Hmmm watched Zodiac today. It was......Stupid. yeah you heard it.Stupid. It's like from the flaws of every single producers, We proudly bring you Zodiac.The movie producer probably have no back ground in movie making and the Zodiac legend. Story wrong never mind but the story given was ridiculous. Mom slept through it. Ok perhaps personal testimonial won'tproof how bad it is. BUT!! the whole theatre was like groaning at all the rather silly parts . lolz That BAD.
Still I make it interesting by making a profile of each animal.heehee...like it well.
RAT- a cunning person . Low self- esteem. An opportuntist....could be dishonest a times. Loyal...but not fully. Position , power ,wealth can turn it into a back stabber. Very good with talking.
OX-one you would like to be your friend. Strong, kind , Good hearted. Athough sofe spoken and dim , It is one who you would call a best friend.
TIGER-egomaniac one word describe it all. Power hunger. Proud ,arrogant. Dim also hahahaz. Gifted with power .So have a mentality of a spoiled child.
RABBIT-Not to be trusted as a friend. haahahaz. Abandon you at the word of trouble. Good with words too. An opportunist. Tends to manupilate.
DRAGON-Strong powerful. You name it. However, likes to show of ....till it flood earth lolz one of the Good Guys though....nono not powerful . Can only make rain and fly. other than that.....WEEEEAaaaaak
SNAKE-Maiden in distress.....Hiaz.....Disappoint me but at least one of the good character. A little dumb though....Why would you enter a race when you are pregnant. LOLZ. Poor thing suffered all the way . Most remarkable animal in the race. Even abandon her children.All snakes are charming hahahahaz.
HORSE-Heroic....but boast too much. hahahaz well it is proud of it's bloodlines so and so. Still it screamed like a coward / sissy in the end...stupid .
GOAT-Well....like most Goats..Rude / annoying/ vengeful/ Stupid(Got trick by a dim ox)hahahaz/noisy . Panics silly and get unhelpful people in crisis. O ....Meryvn from Kid central is wrong when he said people like goats cos they were so very very nice. I don't like them ahhaahz...only the animal versions hahahaahz jkjkjkjk.
MONKEY-Silly businessman with a burned red butt. Neither bright nor useful. Incorrigible.I cannot stand money faces makes me puke projectile vomit.
ROOSTER-Irritating /hard hearted/ a back stabber. Pretented to be your friend for self benefit. Mocks at other people.Some one you who love to hate.
DOG-good natured ,kind hearted but tends to be too loyal. Encouraging too. nice friend to have.
PIG-Sleepzzzzzzzzzz
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