and I, trust You to lead me on. / 要与你同行哦主。引导我生命；一生跟随你。

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Christmas Eve, Christmas, Post Christmas...hmmm I love Literature.

Firsty, I would like to thanks God for giving me such a fun time ....and for forgiving my sins.I would also wanna thank him for his grace and mercy. I know that I'm not perfect... I sin and dishonor him.That's why I thanks him for still loving me and also for the magical Christmas.

Christmas eve....

It's Chronicles of Narnia.....Fantastic show!! Rather sweet hahahaz. After that Wei Long , Olivia , Noel , Liang Chen and me went to buy Miss Chai's Gift and then we went Noel's house to play Billard. We had such great time laughing and playing. Then I rushed off to Church lolz...I'm gonna be late.Brought brother to eat before attending the candlelight service. He had not even ate breakfast and lunch......hmmm reason overslept.....how can people sleep that much? Anyway couldn't even finished a small plate of carrot cake and I kept coughing. I knew by then I need to do some sports or vigourous activity soon.....I'm losing control.lolz CAndle light was fun ....our pastor's last service.After that eat although cannot eat much. Give out gifts and then stayed for a while before heading home.

Christmas.....

I prayed extra hard that today will be a special day between me and God.hahahaz.Christmas service was comical. Our chinese pastor cannot stop making witty jokes hahahaz. After that Played a little basketball shooting with Stamford and Sino. Well Made me feel better hahaz I was suffering from bouts of muscle aches...usually happens when I stone too much with no activites. Well movies and shopping doesn't count as activities. I need competition .Soon i have to go home. Did some house work which makes me feel a little better too ...hmm the rabbit smells like vomit....After that I set off to Jennifers place. I going into unexplored terrority well it was thrilling as I do not know which stop to alight.Lolz....I an estimate of either the 7th or 8th stop. Sent a message to Jennifer in an attempt to confirm. About this time God told me to alight at the 7th stop.After some doubts I decide to trust this feeling i'm having...well they are almost always accurate.Especially if prayers are included...and i did pray for journey mercy. Then I realise I do not know when to press the bell lolz...where is the stop hahahz.Luckily God provides...someone press it for me. Again i was put to test....the stop I alight is filled with blocks of 40+ and I'm looking for blocks with 80+ lolz so far.Still i decide to trust God and explore. After hiking for awhile, I only found blocks 50 to 60.I began to lose hope and attempted to locate the next bus stop. At this time God intervene again . Jennifer sent a message to confirm that the 7th stop...my stop is the right one and that it is natural to encounter the block 40s first i just need to continue searching.At that time I knew that I've again doubted God wrongly haiz...but I thank him again for preventing me on moving to the wrong track by moving to the next bus stop.
After a while met Jennifer and her friend Rebecca. Walked to Jennifer's home. Well i must admit that I felt awkward hahahz Coz I do not know them well hahahz. ok .They later went to changed clothes I waited at the playground around the void deck. I did 14 pull ups YeAH!hahahz Aiming to exceed 20. Then I had a great time of my life hahahz. Badminton was fantastic. Finally i can release all the stored energy within me. They were staling. Rebecca was funny ....She did noy know how to play badminton I think...lolz...but had loads of time laughing hahahahaz It was fun. Then later Rebecca stop playing. Jennifer told me to play my best against her.Violent hahahaz.After a while She asked if i'm tired . hmmmmm....ok those who now me well you can start laughing hahahaz. Well I wasn't tired .Won't be.Well played for quite a while.. my objective is to expell as much energy as possible hahaz . It was a great match. Jennifer seems to be the better player. hahahaz Need to brush up my skills le hahahaz.Well then her dad came and they have to go . I was feeling so energetic that I decided to run my way to the seven eleven.I'm feeling so much better now.no longer lethargic from lack of events. Then Went home and sleep.

Post Christmas.....

Going to Camp le.....BYEZZZZZZZZ!!!!!! Got Night Cycling...Heard that it will be a very long distant WOOOHOOOO Unlimited POWER!!!!!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Parasite's report......

Hmmm....Yu Ki must have fallen real hard lolz......The Self-Proclaimed Great Yu Ki was taken down so easily ...too easily by the oldest of all things.......never seen him bites dust that hard.Haha....

Anyway the strange thing is Frost did not get appointed to take over....hmmmm weird ...He's suppose to be adept at stituations like these. Anyway I'm Parasite....Got appointed . Didn'tKnow why but I trust Yu Ki's judgement after all we are one and the same.

Let's see he woke up ready for the day. Rumors of soccer spurred him on . Soccer always brings a smile on the youthful and sometimes a frown on the old and should I say handicapped? Referring to someone I met today after Yu Ki's fall . Unfriendy Security Guard Hahaz can't blame him he's doing his job. When Yu Ki saw his fall coming ...He felt it. He tried to save the ball...whichis heading towards a puddle....but then he slipped on dry land....Really he Slipped on DRY LAND. He ended up partially in the water.. Thats Where I took over... He's really too down nowadays to continue . Then the Security Guard came and we obligingly stop. We moved to the carpark..... was stopped by a nasty person ...well after some talking to him I cleared the case.Then no more soccer for the day...What a day.Well no one is coming to the bookshop so we all return to Tab's home hahahz fun and games

Almost forgot ...The lessonsYu ki learnt recently .... He wanted me to put it down .Here I go.

Turns of events recently bought him closer to God....God spoke Last night to him during his long time not done Quiet Time....He found that God was unhappy as he showed love only once in a while...sort of like taking God for granted. At times he will bring joy while other times he just cast God aside.Well At least amendments was make Yesterday and he's a happier person.hahaz

Two days more!! SmiLez AlWaYs

Fatigue.....

Hmmm... nothing much happens today except for Drill training and loads of laughters....

It ends at 3.40.....about that time , I felt very lonely and purposeless......hmmm....weird...perhaps not use to days ending before 6 lolz.

Hmmm I felt as if I'm missing loads of things....After reading Irving's blog ....I confirmed my intuition.I'm missing alot by helping alot...haiz.....I just want a day to relax and to go wild....A day of soccer or one with loads of running....Felt drained now days....

Well at least it's 3 days to Christmas!!yippeeeeee!! See ya.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

King Kong

Well today is a great day! knew it when I woke up although I injured both my legs yesterday hahahahz.Hmmm ate breakfast and do some chores ....played computer game...but quit halfway as I got bored of it. Watched cartoon...Then I messaged Jennifer to see if she would be joining us to watch movie . Sadly she would not be able to make it ... On the bright side , it makes buying a box to put her gift safer. Ahem....Every situation and ideal situation. Live is great.Every situation is a winning one. hahahz

hmmmm I reached the destination an hour and 10 minutes earlier. Did some shopping for boxes based on my cousin's advice. Got it and finished my research on Alcoholic Liver Cirrhorsis.
Went to the popular bookshop to kill time.....this I where I've found a fantastic quote. " I don't meet competition...I Crush It." Wow that's powerful motivation hahahaz.

1.33pm I moved out to meet them at the MRT station. Saw Wei Long there already. He's our last minute guest!Liang Chen came 4 minutes late but never mind. Then we moved on to the movies!The movie was alright..... Learnt a few things......First , the lead lady was highy demanded lolz.All T-rexes attack her instead of Kong hahahaz.King Kong is fat but he is still capable of doing altheletic stunts .He also had a mentalitly of a 3 year old and had a really bad sense of humor...which is also humorous haahahahaz.I also wonder if King Kong is an egomaniac......The I felt that the director had something against fat things and reptiles...watched the movie and you'll know. Poor Kong.

After the movie , Liang Chen said he is hungry and have not eaten lunch....oww...i'm hungry too...Then I realised why...I have not eaten lunch too so does Wei Long.Hmmm all along have been thinking that i've eaten lolz....Hmmm too distracted this morning....

Learnt a great lesson today...in fact not learn....already knew but ....continuously failed to apply... a battle that I kept losing....The inability to find Joy stems from the inability to control self and avoid sin.........I'm fighting a battle ...there were victories....but the losing ratio was higher.It is depressing.I loses hope and I actually hated myself for it. I'm just glad that the war was won.At least we have something to look for. A hope God has offer.The Hope was reassuring and gives Joy although at times I still feel sad when I lose a battle.Like today.....haiz....Well at least the war is won and over.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Death of Pipsqueak...Sobz..

I woke up like every other day.....Made breakfast and then proceed to feed my fishes and eat with them. Well no one esle to eat with....all sleeping. The filter is not working very well.....I switch off the power and then switch it on again....Just a reflex reaction. The filter still produce disappointing results.I look into the tank to check on my favourite fishes. Then I my blood ran cold. Pipsqueak the smallest of my favourite has it's head stuck it the filter. It's body was pale as death himself. My stomach clenched...my heart felt like it's been stabbed over and over again.....I cannot believe it..I was so sad.I removed the dead elite ... It's head was red....disgusting....How could I be so careless as in not to check the hazards the new filter would provide.Haiz.... one man's folly can really end lives.Well no use brooding over it I then prepare my self for a hard day.

8 am Helped Miss Chai In Cleaning the Class room alright it was fun although fruitless lolz.

9 am helped in planning of Sec one camp hahahaz joked alot It was fun too bad I couldn't stay for long as I have other more important duty coming up.

10 am The primary duty of today. I watched.....the boy's discipline has collapsed to fine dust. So I did my stuff to get the boys back in order again. So it's drill the whole day yeah....We had loads of fun....

Today form the book I borrowed from Bukit merah Library , I attain alot of knowlegde I believed will benefit my uncle. Well Loads of cool info which explains tons about Alcoholic Liver Cirrhorsis and Hepatitis B.....Dibetis is next!

Tomorrow watch movie!! King Kong! But a problem came out Jennifer may not make it hmmmm that's bad... Now waiting for her reply if she can then great. If not then it will be me ,Liang Chen and some last minutes invites lolz. Never a dull moment with challenges like that.

Waiting......

Saturday, December 17, 2005

preparation for Iron Man week

Hmmmm miss Church today......Got to take care of my uncle....Hmmmm When through loads of thinking today.I think about going to church and helping my uncle.I came to this conclusion.

You can worship the Lord God everywhere but the chance to bring God glory comes at the time you least expect.So I believe my choice is right. After all , faith without actions is dead .It can be a chance for me to bless the family.Hmm... my uncle's condition worsen and we needed to bring him to the hospital. He so got bad that he cannot even remember his own daughter. Sad case.....I did what I can and nothing more. After that is Christmas party at Tabitha's place.

Friday, December 16, 2005

Exploration

Hmmmmm great morning....Decided to abandon all plans of the day and focus on my home.Did laundry....arrange home.....then while arranging I thought i lost Jennifer's Gift...Lolz panic le....But found it in the end...So case solved....

Watched cartoon later...From Sabrina onwards till Sasame Streets...can't stand Sasame Streets hahahz.Batman today was great ...very funny .Teen Titans displayed some interesting story line.

Played some games ......wait for bro to return from watching movie....Then i came to a question.Why a rabbit's teeth remains strong and white even if they do not brust their teeth?Gotta find out.

Went Jogging today!A break through! Explored the neighbourhood... hmmm then went to cousin house and nothing interesting happens...gotta go le now...byezzzzzzzzzz

Exploration

Thursday, December 15, 2005

The Search for the Seventh Life-Form.......

Woke up at 8 today.....Hmmmm......found out why i've been winning without satisfaction during breakfast.The reason is simple.I've been using the Lotus clan . Exiles of a magic sect. Banished from their homeland for breaking their clan's law by pursuing the Forbidden Path; Magics of Death and Corruption.The Lotus reflect upon the pestilence, decay, suffering and death that are the Realms of War.The Lotus clan's society was build on an odd religion that revolves around a tree tended by three brothers.Lythis, the dark bladesmen of the Three whose wicked blade once trimmed the roots of the Tree of Corruption. Tausil, the Forsaken One guards the Tree's twisted trunk and Sehk, the Crafty One who once pruned the metallic leaves of the Tree. The tree was a huge lotus plant.Although physically weak , they are magically strong, alternately sycophantic and vengeful, the Lotus clan bows to the strong and rules the weak. The Lotus clan has become rich on the blood, sweat and tears of others. However, the clan has a problem. They are being consumed from within by their corrupting magics.The corruption attaches itself to the host's life...overwhelms it and eventually killing the host. It can be temporarily contained in other vessels but even the master warlocks can only contain their corruption for so long. Students of the Forbidden Path are defined by their shortcomings: the collapsed fortitude of the Diseased One, the failed self-control of the Unclean One and the cannibalistic hunger of the Infested One.The attacks of the Lotus clan's second-tier units are attempts to expel the corruption temporarily, maintaining just enough balance to keep the units alive until they can contain the corruption with stronger magics.I have always prefered the wolf clan which I used today .Simple and noble people who always have fun .

So today I left my house with a satisflying victory.Walked to Queenstown Mrt Station and met my friends at Chua Chu Kang MRT station.We walk one round the shopping mall then we went to Farmart.......hmmmmm......the former glory of is gone. Looks like the place will collapse in a few years time.It was a waste of time... I still need the seventh life-form. We went back and played pool....hmmm fun hahahahz. Then went shopping.Got the birthday present for the one I need to give.Wonder....whose the one giving me......Let's hope it's good hahhahaz.

Went back to my mom's place a satisfied and happy man .

Alright based on research, the spider I played with isn't the renowned Brown Recluse spider.A Brown Recluse spider would be alot smaller...around the size of a coin. It will have a fiddle shape marking on it's back. So I'm not in any danger at that time. hahahahz.I also learn that Funnel Web spiders clinged onto those they bite tightly and bite continuosly....ouch....that's scary...

Alright that's all for today.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Birth and Revitalisation

Miss a day.......So I'll blog about yesterday too .

Gonna have a buzy week hahahz....Life is never dull....each day brings about it's own set of challenges and mysteries.I'm enjoying each step I take .

13dec Yesterday......

Too tired... abandoned my sec five friends.......suppose to go with them to support Ivan on some competition.Woke up around 11......ouch... am I that tired? Any way I was fully revitalised ......the only pain was my lips which is hurting even till today. Watch cartoon till around 1...hahahaz I miss cartoons then play a game ....won but without satisfaction.Went out at three. Reach Clementi at 3.30 .....30 mins before meeting time...did a little recon and then stone....till Liang Chen came.Wei Long came 3 mins before meeting time. Miss Chai was A few mins late....We went to Holland Village to eat and to Discuss BB matters with my seniors. After much disccussions , We went to Sir Jerome's place where we saw his new baby and his home.....cool he got rather cool turtles. Watch the video tape of our trip in Australia Perth. Had some fun then we went to Clementi to eat again.Then we go home.

14 DEC today.

Woke up at 7 to begin my day....pack all stuff and prepare for the birthday party that I'm celebrating today . Sze Jin's birthday party is at 12 noon . So before that, I played a game again....Won ....Without much satisfaction.Left at 11 ....reach Jurong Point at 1155hrs....Reach destination 1 min to meeting time.....wait....for a long while....late again are my friends lolz.....All gathered at aroun 1 . 30pm...We ate at pizza hut. I got some pasta... they always taste good .Hahaz. Later....Sze Jin and Irving rudely abandon us .....so stay in my friends house with berwin .... hmmm Irving later return to us.Then I got bad news....My chance of rollerbalding has been taken away....sobx....lolz... hmmm gotta fund someone else,.......

Hmmm.......that's all for today.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

The Odyssey of Yu Ki

Nothing but pure fun.......That's the summary of the trip.I had a great time in Australia.I was the Group leader of group 2. In charge of Singspiration and Table Grace...actually safety plus discipline tooo hahaha.

First Day...7 Dec....

Met at air port......was an hour early...lolz my trade mark....hahaahz however, Eric was earlier ...hmmmmm just lucky.Any way after a while everybody starts turning up.Well all except for Jin.He was a little late but nothing went wrong which is good.Met the parents of my boys...hmmm...friendly people. Checked in on 11.15pm.Well It was my first time and I was very excited. The boys walked around but soon decided to move towards the gate already.I wasn't that ready to wait for around an hour without doing anything. So Wei Long and I separate from the group went window shopping.(we were actually told to move in groups.....meaning our groups but since it wasn't properly stated, Wei Long and I reasoned that we are a group so we ain't doing anything wrong.hahahaz)We were joking about bringing alcohol to the plane to pass it to all the boys then we encountered Miss Chai. We joked and laughed with Miss Chai not knowing what is happening. Accompanied Miss Chai around as she shopped ....We then began to look for food but met Liang Chen who introduced us the Osim foot massager....hahahz we spent the rest of the time there. It was so good that we joked about abandoning the Australia trip to massage foot till Monday hahahaz.comical......

8 Dec.....2nd day.....

1.15am....We boarded the plane.Rather comfortable...there was a tv...with mp 3 but the head phone pulled out a few strands of my hair.We were given hot towels.......hmmmm for what?played with it for a while before putting it aside.I also realised another thing. The air stewardress especially the one on my side all had violently good figure and also , including the air stewards, they are tall....very tall... I wonder.... what are they fed with ..hahahhaz.Any way watched a few movie ending and I decided to hear songs. I rested till we reached Australia Perth.Woke up in time to see the clouds...they were magical....we were above the clouds and it was so beautiful.

We landed....temperature was a bone chilling 12 degrees.We were all joking about natural air conditioning..hahahz well It was supposed to be summer but we had winter climate.....lolz.Met Eugene our tour guide.Then we met Ron, out bus captain.Sat in the bus for a rather long time.This was the time I pick up a policy.When there is nothing to do , I'll sleep and recuperate. We stopped at a store to do some shopping....I realised that this place is like an ghost town.There are a little to nobody at all for miles.I didnt buy a thing but the rest did .I just make sure that none of the boys did anything out of the ordinary.The shop keeper was a pleasant shy late teenage lady.They are very polite.We went out saying good byes to them....and laughing too.So we board the bus again and went on to our destination...Orchid Orchard.Each group got a house each.Well, since my group was the largest, we had the larger house.We had 3 bed rooms with two beds each , a toilet ,a bathroom, a kitchen, a living room, a low balcony ,a furnace. Coool.We met David the land owner pleasant looking man with a pleasant deposition.He had a family of 3 kids.We went to our own house and pack our stuff.The temperature was still low and there were the most irritating flies . Unlike Singapore flies, Australian flies home in on you and practically drive you nuts. Later Joshua broke the door and Eric got addicted to starting fires .We ate a hearty lunch then we set out for sand boarding.

It was cool....there were few people there.The sand was white and fine ...the place was awe-catching.We walked bare footed around.It was nice to walk and climb the dunes there.Miss Chai taught us to Sand Board.We all had a great time. Over there I learn why is it so easy to die in the desert.Well It is really difficult to move around.The sand is very soft.Climbing the dunes are close to impossible for the weak.Wei long got injured there ... a rather nasty injury but he survived.After that , we all went to eat dinner and also to see stars.

Saw a powerpoint on our universe...it was coool , way tooo coool.We had an astronomer who we assumed had a chip implanted in his head.He answered all our questions.I guessed that it is probably that he had great amount of experience.Any way it was interesting.We saw great many stars and the planets close up with the telescope.We saw Mars, Venus and the moon.After that we went back to the farm.We bath....had debrief then we retire.Before that, Miss Chai made everybody drink honey. Miss Chai slept in our bunk as it is dangerous for her to be alone in her own bunk.Each of us had a bed and the bed has a heater! How cool can this get?

9 dec....3rd day.....

Great hearty breakfast! Then we had a farm tour.Hmmmm saw how was wine made....taste it too hahahz but it was yucky......ewwwww.Next came the exciting part.We went to see the farm animals. The first pen contains 3 sheeps and 2 al beckers(hmmmm...don't know how to spell.)We fed them. It was very fun.They got fast lips hahahz. Then we went to the next pen with 2 goats , one pony and a miniture horse. Just as cute... we fed them too hahahz.After that we had lunch and we journeyed to Chocolate factory for chocolate tasting and buying.Well free chocolate taste extremely goood hahahaz.Then we proceed to boshack farm.

There we learn to play the digeridoo hahahz long tube , makes funny sounds.Then we tour the farm. Saw the fresh water springs and loads of Christmas Spiders.Christmas spiders are spiders that comes out only around Christmas and in massive numbers. Wow...they were many as they were beautiful.Whole place was filled with them.We saw crayfish next. They were beautiful....actually wanted one to be in my fish tank haahahahz. After that we went to canoe .Over there, were ate fantastically made egg bread.The eggs were at the middle of the bread and they taste fantastic.We fed kangaroos tooo! They were so cute. Played with them hahahz. Saw a gila monster too .It's so much fun.We then enter the water.....but it was devoid of life.There were loads of dragonflies and dragonfly nymphs skins.The place otherwise was rather lifeless and creepy.After a long while we went back and eat.A spider caused a huge commotion at the other table so I went to clear it .Hmmmm...I reckon boys should not be afraid of spiders..hahahz lolz.We sent songs with the host ....we had great fun.We went back very happy and had a barbecue. Some of the boys tried fishing,.....with bread as bait,,.....well the bait is already funny but the boysproved themselves funnier. The bait was difficult to hook.Eric threw the hook in without the bait well.... he almost threw the rod in tooo hhahahaahz later we retire into the night after watch the movie project A starring Jackie Chan.Great show...hhahaz

10 dec 4th day!!

Feeling A little homesick already.We checked out.Before that I found a huge brown spider .....beautiful haahz...but later i was informed that It could be the brown recluse Spider.......hmmmmIf It is , I had just played with the world's third deadliest spider....COOL!!!We went to fruit orchard saw some things and a mother bird with a next of two chicks . Cute!Then we went to a nut factory where we go nuts about nuts.I appiled alot of nut face cream hahahahz and ate a few nuts .Took pictures with Eugene's family.had fun then we went to the city.There we did loads of shopping.Got A lot of Fantastic Stuffs especially a great jacket at $14. Shopped till my legs ache....annoying hahahz.We then Checked in at Goodearth hotel. Watched a Christmas parade not different to our singapore chin Jay.Then rest for the next day.

11dec 5th day.....

We ate a famous fish and chips....well the give so much that I got sick after eating them.....hahahahz eat too much....left a few fries only......Then it's more shopping till the night .Wei long and Liang Chen got problems choosing what to buy hahahahz till most shops were close then things were bought....ouch...my legs hurts.where we all go to the airport to wait till the next day.

12 dec 6th day..........

Ears hurt while the plane decent. Other than that nothing much happens...I miss home and every body hahahaz.Hmmmm time to sort out the gifts....

I learnt alot from the Camp..

1) I learnt about animated Carbon Particles , C14 and C12 hahahz....
2)I learned about Christmas Spiders.
3)Texture of Kangaroos , sheeps, horse , goats, pony and the al beakers.
4)I learnt to sand board too!!
5)about wine ,nuts , harvest and farm life.
6)Liang Chen got great songs.
7)How to Make a vending machine Go crazy...heehee....powerful knowledge.
8)About XLK and MXL......hahahz BB languade
9)Ilearnt to appreiciate better.
0)I'm so Blessed.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

God saves...not me.....

Dark and terrible days lies ahead ...a day forged by sin , selfishness and self-pity.

Hmmm....Supposed to be a happy day ...Going to Australia today after all. I was so happy that I tidied the house , cleaned the hamster cages and the hamsters.The day was so well laid out yesterday.I , as planned went on to watch the movie Era of the Vampires.Well... Mom got home.She bought along uninvited guests.

Well the movie I was excited to watch turned out to be rather stupid...isn't great at all.Bad story line and other than shadows, I saw nothing but shadows ...so dark I can't see anything.This is besides the point.Mom bought home depression and despair. As the pair of Ds danced around the house, Mom tearfully recounted what happened.My uncle was in critical condition in the hospital.He may die anytime....Well I shall give you a brief walkthrough of the events that has passed.

Uncle was getting sicker and sicker....collapsed on many occasions and was discovered by my mom(no one's home)who sent him to hospital.About this time, My uncle had difficulty speaking properly...he slurred in his speech.Mom was angry as no one was there to take care of uncle.Often, she relate to me how useless my cousins(especially the oldest one )were and how they selfishly go on with their fanciful life while no ones home to look after my uncle.She spoke of many occasions that the older one had pushed away responsiblity to look after her dad just to play with her friends even through she is the one her dad loved the most.So my mom took uncle to her care.Uncle's condition continues to worsen.Especially in the night.He will continually eat and go toilet.He was so befuddled at those times that he would get lost in the bedroom looking for the toilet which is in the kitchen.He would also lock himself in the toilet and tried to get out by turning the shower tap.I won't say what happens next.Well yesterday his condition got so bad that mom sent him to the Singapore General Hospital.Doctor later called and told her that Uncle could die anytime...and they should prepare for the worst.....

I was later told that My cousin was in sentosa.....I wonder.... how can she still play so much when her dad is in this condition....and her family is so poor ...where did she get the money?Even I felt like abandoning my Australia trip....Mom told me not to and reassure me that they can handle it.Well.... It is a gloomy day then.

I so much wanted to help...to prevent such a tragedy.... but I am helpless..... I wished my cousin will be more sensible and spent every possible time she has with her dad.Her dad may die anytime now.

I wished people will start doing little things to make each other's life a little easier in this benighted world.For example, Auntie Julia makes the effort to get pastor together offered a visit and to console the family....we should have more people like this

I myself personally wanted to help everyone whos in need but I'm only human ... I make mistakes....at times , makes situations worse.I realised that I cannot help people whio don't help themselves...I'm not God ....Only God can save the ignorant....But the thing is that I've been watching....watching all the time.Saw so much that I knew the pain that is to come.So naturally I tried to help...often without fruit...So I ended up helplessly watching people self-destructing.......It is a sad sad world...I'm just glad that I'm me ...so protected.

Unforseen events.....

Wow.....day of unpredictability.First task of the day was to rush to church to attain the first aid kit box.After some troubles , I got it. Took MRT to clementi....then I start what I love....Which is running.Ran all the way to school.Met Victor exactly on time to pass him the first aid kit box before rushing to my Australia briefing.
Short briefing. On the way out of school , I met Chee Yong and Soon Chang. Joined them to help clear Mr Wong's stuff.Got free Lunch hahahahaz.After that was rather boring....there's nothing to do.Only thing that kept me was the promise of the chance to watch Doom.
Miss Chai came along. Offered to help with her class room . Had fun there too hahahaz.Fixed funitures.
Return to Mr Wong......but instead of Doom, I saw anime......Quite silly, I don't make sense of it ....rather boring.Well Almost everyone was sleeping.Lamezzzz
Home......got loads of stuff to settle. Like packing of clothes and house work.....

That's all for the Day . Can't wait till tomorrow .I'm going Australia!!!2300hrs.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Movie

Woke up at 9 today........nothing much happened in the morning . Went for a movie wif some relatives later in the afternoon. Fun .Walk through the rain with bro to Tiong Bahru Plaza....hahahaha, we kept playing and ended up getting wet. Later kept asking each other what is the use of the umbrella if it cannnot keep us dry .hahahz.There was Small Aunt , Ah Mei , bro , Ling Ling, Ting Ting, Ting Ting's bro.Brought pop corn and coke....out of Ah Mei's request .However ate most of it later on in the movie.But hey I did attempt to pass them around.It's just nobody can stomach it any more.
Asked by Small Aunt to lend Ting Ting's bro my jacket but he didnt need it . Instead, Ting Ting borrowed it. Ah Mei later attempted to borrow jacket from my bro with no success.Hahahahaa my bro dislike cold.So she later took my jacket from Ting Ting. The movie was Chicken Little . Silly show .......But cute .Which makes it lame hahahz but still enjoyable.Later nothing much happens........boring.......................................

I cannot wait......fun times are coming.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Combat and History........

Hieeee. I'm back again.Hmmmm great mood today.It is actually sleepy day.I fell asleep eating breakfast......went to two churches today, Queenstown Lutheran as well as Faith Methodist church. Dozed off at both sermon......owwww was really tired . After church I went to Tabitha's house .Aquired my much desired info on the history of battle realms. Later additional info on the Lord of the Ring. Nothing much happen except for nothing much happened.....Woohhooo going to learn rollerblading on the 16 of December I'm so excited. Going to Australia in a few days too.
Well that ends my day. Oh ya .....just felt that I needed to type this down.I 'm no hokkien nor teochew. Neither do I want to have a part of it.I'm a class of my own.Can't stand it when my parents start associating me themselves.....as in the bad points......well all I can say that I'm worlds apart from either of them and I don't wanna be like them. I don't think either of their dialect is so great. So It's a huge insult to associate me with it.So I'll repeat myself I'm no hokkien Nor teochew Or any dialect patriot.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

coloured ammonia on hair

Woke up very happy as I'm not as tired as I expect myself to be. Ate 9 slices of bread , with two kinds of jam and peanut butter . Wow.......was full . Faced two decisions....one go to church to help out the fair going on there or to accompany friend to dye her hair at my mom's shop.Chose to accompany friend .For basing on my energy levels, I will be more of a burden at the fair.Anyway God is watching over them.Could not be more glad with my choice for it seems right. I went to the bus stop then I receive the first task of my day ; To check on my cousin's dad whose liver had failed........well cousins were always not at home......I pity their father.So I went all the way from the bus stop to my cousin's house . Their dad looked haggard.....inattentive....
Then resumed to mom's saloon to await my friend.Friend arrived with whole family. Wow......I wish I can one day moved around like them .....in one whole , united , happy family.Laugh laugh joke joke dye dye, then friend left......fun.
Later my mom took me to one of her friend to learn pool......learn much and improved alot.As well as had loads of fun.......except for the lousy singing and the excessive amount of smokers in the club.
So ends my day ....still strong still standing......Australia here I come!!! no need lip gloss or moisturiser .Throw whatever you have at me . A survivor!

Friday, December 02, 2005

Sports Leaders Camp SLC

Wooohoooo! Sports Leader camp was fantastic! Althrough tiring hahaz.One of the best camp I ever had!
29 Dec.....
Went with Miss Chai and some of the BB Boys to make pass port pictures.....Well rather fun my hair looks green lolz hahahaz.Went to Tabitha's book shop later to help out. Played badminton .Quite fun although it was rather windy.left at 4 and started towards school.The camp started at 29 dec 5pm for Seniors.That day, we did some recon in West Coast park on bike.It was fun but my friend Kai Eng lost his wallet on that day...dropped it. Went back ,the leaders bath , stone for a while then we started planning. While stoning , we encounter Miss Solastri and the netballers. Well ain't an eventful meeting as the greeting was a scream....There was a toad in the ladies toilet.Well, they were noisy .....very noisy .....screaming is noisy and not very useful in this situation..You cannot scream a toad away .Well as far as I see it, their screaming did nothing good other than hurting my ears. So I went into the Ladies toilet to find the toad.Found it and pick it up.It was an average size adult toad .Rather active。Once I pick it up, the netballers started screaming in the toilet. Ouch!!! there's echo.Don't their ear hurts??
So I went out and released the beknighted toad.Miss Solastri request us to stay and watch over the netballers. Well I can see why .Just like what she says they get excited tooo easily for their own good. After that The leaders plan the events till 2am In the morning.Ohhhhh I wanna sleep.

30 dec....
Woke up at 7 owwww......It is so cold I was shivering non stop and bathing was a torture....burrrrrrrrrrrr.........The junior Sports Leader came at 9.Hmmmmm some were late and placed everyone in debt of 81 push ups on the first day.Great start.....lolz.First day was mostly theory of leadership and planning .The teachers were in charge of this. Sec2 were taught to do orientation games.They were going through it in fact.The penalty of the game was push up. Well... team one got 151 push ups and team 2 had 357 .Then was dinner .After dinner ,we advised them to rest well as tomorrow will be a tough day.As always they ignore the advice. They even played soccer.Some of the leaders and me were laughing about how much fun they will have the next morning. Later there was ghost story telling....hmmmmm it did it's job well, it scare the wits out of the juniors and they had trouble playing hide and seek hhahaahahahahaahaz Slept at 12 mn.

1 dec ....
Woke up at 1 am .......hahahaaz the fun beggins today!The juniors look stunned they asked is it time for 5 BX . hahahahz......We went to West coast Park hmmmm they need to climb the Piramids, go through obstacle courses , and a not so dark night walk lolz. Had fun taking to Jennifer's group.There is Tony the aspiring brother of mine, then there was Zhen Yi who had a wide range of song knowledge, Jennifer who was passive and joined in once in a while, Pin Yang the bundle of unconroled energy hahahaz he was comical as always and the last one I believe is Shawn....hmmmmmm Untitled lover....kept singing it hahahahz.they got in to a little mess with all their shoe laces tied up hahahahz.poor Jennifer's shoe laces were destroyed lolz .got back to school at 4.....slept till 7.30.well supposed to wake up at 7 but my hand phone lost battery so the alarm failed. So in fact everyone was late....we had a Pt and punishments.....well the leaders do push ups with the juniors for every punishment.So it was physically draining. today was the practical part of their training. We leaders slack and rest to recover...well most of us. While we were sleeping , Hong Jun was drawing.........Hong Jun was dilligently placing toothpaste on peoples face. poor Kai Eng got the worst, I cannot stop laugh when I remembered how he looks Hong Jun was practically redesigning his face hahahahz.. Hong Jun was so bad hahahahaz . I then went to watch the sec1's after discovering that I had toothpaste on my forehead ,right arm and right leg. I didnt wanna end up like Kai Eng hahahahz to let you have a picture of how bad it is, I'll tell you that a whole tube of tooth paste was used up hahahahz.The Freaky group had one who had great memory.....memorised the all 25 points taken to move from point A to point B. Well freaky...after all they were the Freakys.The fun part came at the last station.when they were supposed to spinn themself around the hockey stick. Only Jennifer did it right.HahAz Zhen Yi did it in an unforgettable way hahahaz.......she started spinning and ended carrying the stick and running round the balling then falling down .hahahahahz I was having fits of laughters. After that we had barbucue......hmmmmm the most successful barbeque i've seen.It was great fun ....slept at two.........

2 dec.....
Almost going home le.......but it was also pay day........ I went through one of the toughest physical turmoil of my life ...wow fatigue started coming at this time.In the end It was a fantastic day and camp.

Wow.........I'm beat.......