Even if I'm gonna fight alone for God, I'll fight.
Been really affected by lies and betrayals recently...
Really hurted.
I guess that must me how God felt like how I'm treating Him recently.
To think of it... have not been really loving God. Even through I'm serving in some really "chiong" ministry.
Still I want to thank God for being really loving and forgiving. To pursue me and show me where I erred. In fact for the past few days, the difficultly of the work load realy made me feel like crying. The Christians are really dissappointing and the betrayal is really painful to bear especially when I'm bearing it alone and without God... Which is the silliest thing to do right here and now. Fighting the war without your commander.
Met Kiko at the MRT station. That something God used to cheer me up! Always loved meeting people I know from the streets. Even in the morning Uncle told me he saw me walking to work! =D
Was invited to play badminton by the parents of the kids I played with in the Chinese Ministry. Had a really fun time play badminton. The kids are really cute. Especially this youngest but pro-est badminton player. They keep screaming while hitting the ball...and for serving? They just threw the shuttlecock over the line and giggle as if it's the funniest thing on earth. It's amazing how they can keep doing it and still find it funny. =D
Got trashed in Wii by one of the kids. Awww....I really suck at Wii....Got trashed by Sunny and Olivia on Fri and Sat. Sadded. Yeap...
Playmax is coming. Pretty shakened here but I know God is above all. The Christians are still dead....but you know what....even if I'm gonna fight alone for God, I'll fight.