Food Poisoning
I've Got Food Poisoning.
It' a hell of an experience.
My back muscles ache and my stomach and rib hurts. It felt as if someone is twisting my ribs upwards.
The worse part is not all these. The worst parts are that I do not know when it is going to end and what is happening to me.I got really bad during waiting times. Minutes felt like hours .... And I had my life...well part of it flashed over my eyes.
But it's not like my past but possible future. I began to question will my future be like that? Will I have such pains in old age all the time as my body fails? What if I got caught in some anti Christain thingy and got tortured? Surely It will be worse off than this.
I began to ask myself, am I ready for this? My ambitions and stuff....am I ready? Also...If I were to die now, what happens? I have not been exactly well behave recently. I got real scared. Prayed and was angry with God too. Haha.
Well... but I got the answer...I'm not going to heaven because I'm good...I'm going to heaven because God came and gave His life for me so that I qualify for heaven because of His goodness.
Amazing Grace.