The day Yu Ki did not love God so much
Alarming title ah? Haha
It's a day of wrong choices for me. Yeap..decisions against my loving God.
It started...with a day of anticipation! An exciting day.
The study teams are been changed and I'm finally going to Trek IG and get some work outs.
In the past, I relied on some church mates, and it did not even leave the attempt to rely on them part. Which is rather bad but nevermind.
Then I relied on Jacob and Raymond. My Campus Crusade friends. It was great but soon...all of us are too busy and our schedules did not meet.
Andrew, a Church mate invited me to swim...it was great but FYP took my time away.
Eliane use to go rock climbing with me but...it's really far...aljunied.
No one I know lives near me. Except Chole...whom i did consider asking to jog together...but it never left the consider to ask part. WAHAHAHA! ok..nvm.
I relied on self....not so good..lazy me.
The Trek IG really happy thing for me! Hazel is there, so there is someone I know and I'll have to motivation to go because it is organised by someone. The training will be of standard too! The people there are interesting and it'll be great to know them better.
Most importantly, they need Jesus.
Anyway...I got side tracked...but you can see how eager I am to be in somewhere I can exercise.
Well...and recently, God has been testing me. Sports or Him . Sports or Him. Many times, i did not get to work out or play sports because I'm serving Him. Not that it is something bad nor God do not want me to do sports.
It's just that God knows that deep in me, sports has always been a competitor against Him to be first in my life. And...God wanted to change it and yes...it'll be painful.
Today, is suppose to be a day whereby I'm gonna jog to an abandon hospital near RP. Cool huh? Then Jacob message me to ask me to be in his discipleship group. I was of course Devastated. I asked him what's with the sudden meet? (Was not in my schedule book)
Found out that it is not my discipleship group but just an invitation. I know that this is an alarm from God...supposed to do calling today too..but dismissed it too....well, in short, seeing that all things are "cleared", I hopped on to the Trek IG.
Met Hazel and ate with her but before that, dropped my LapTop and spoilt it. Sadded. How am I to do UT is again questioned....I don't even have to resource to study for it now.
Anyway, Trek IG was really fun. We Jogged and entered a state land. Well...it is wrong...but I love these places and pushed God out again. Saw the Cameras in the area. God is still being nice and warned me that the police will come. Well...me being me ..of course put that aside too.
We had loads of fun till....the police came. LOL. that is when I sober abit and think about what God is trying to tell me all this while ... gave my ID and had a fun run back to school.
Hmmm.....I ain't proud of my actions...gonna reconcil to God later. I really give thanks for a loving God willing to die for someone like me. Amazing Grace huh?
Anyway...Gonna be more thoughtful now. =]
Oh....a note to all...when you call me at around 8pm onwards, do check if I'm walking home or not. If I am so, continue talking only if you are a person I like to talk to or don't mind talking to. Haha...Cos...bad mood...bag heavy ...hahaha keep to that and Yu Ki is a nice guy in your memory. Haha
Currently, I'm being thrown into things or events without my permission or consultation as if I'm some object. I don't really like it. I think it's rude but i'm keeping silent for now.
Oh..here are some prayer requests
Ariel- Recover from stomach pains
-Health
- emotional stresses from funeral and sick grandad.
Yu Ki - Really stick close to God
- A Lap Top
- More time with friends
Minn - Rest
-Health
Giang Yee - Recovery from illness
Hazel - Rest, Energy
- back pains
Ian - Rest
- Cope with work load
- Growth in God