The Injury
Oh.... I forgot to blog about my blood donating Wednesday.
Oh...It's so cool. I'm 80% conquering my fears of being punctured and having my blood to flow out.
It's a fear since childhood and I really really want to conquer it. It's really silly.
I had a really pleasant surprise seeing Deborah there. She cannot donate but she's helping out! Guess what, the people organising it are her cell group members! It's like way cool!
Oh...The experience....
Before donating blood, I've been lamenting about having to face my fears alone....I was complaining to God how come other than Him, no one ever truely stood by me when I really needed support or walk me through my fears. (People do support...just too late)
Well...God was nice to provide Deborah there! Although she just pop out once in a while, it's nice to know that there are people you know near by. But I know the Lord is displeased at my request.
Hees...How I know? Do you Quiet Time Daily...God WILL SPEAK TO YOU!
Anyway...God gave me the book 1 Samuel to read...It's about Israel...complaining and whining about wanting a king(Opps...starting to sound familiar) . God provided Saul (Oh..Yeah God did put someone there) but the Lord made it clear that He was displease that I have put Him aside for someone else( Ooo..no I know...SORRY! GOD!!! Won't do that again!).
Anyway....God is pretty sweet nowadays. haha.
okok!! Back to the Blood Donation.
This is super humorous...
I was conquering my fear yes... i intended to look as the needles are poked into me. God decided to erm...help out a little....sent an inexperience nurse. hees...Get the picture?
I was looking as she poke..pull out a little...poke again..again ...again...adjust...shift....
I look aside groan..muttering..still can turned...caught myself...regained composure..The nurse asked if I am ok...I smiled ..saying nervous...YEAHH!! Till I lost composure... I was so stressed....God grant me strength to force myself to look on. Wow...After the whole thing, I felt alot braver...haha...YEAH!
It was great..then...took some pictures...me and the mascot...A blood drop..ewww...after that, Deborah cannot stop saying that I was so impressive.....I was so malu lor.... LOL! Yes help people...everybody's duty....Nothing impressive...I just do as I should have. Haha...
It was great....I'll look forward to the next blood donation...I'll conquer it totally. No fear...No Nothing.
My arm hurts ..after the blood donation...knew the nurse was new..hahaha...
The pain is still there i guess... today proved it. I guess opening up yourself the those around equates to opening yourself to be hurt by others....knowingly or unknowingly...Or maybe it is just that I'm super sentitive....welll ...I got to learn to deal with this anyway....I need to learn to open myself to others. So that I'll be a more effective person for God! Amen!
Haha...Anyway..I'm still going to close up. For now.. I need to heal first...
Met Zhong Kai and Marcus on the way back. Glad to see Marcus finally going to a church...Praise God...I'm so glad...He finally got to a church...Thank God for watching over Marcus. =]
Oh....Something happen today...I'm suppose to learn How Great is our God on the guitar before this Thursday...And I don't know how to get the resource to learn. GOD PROVIDED IT THROUGH IVAN! Who happened to be teaching that song today in his guitar class.....usually I don't join them...I was invited ...and prompted by God to join in....SO I CAME AND I RECIEVE!!
WOOOHOOOOO!! Didn't I tell you ? God have been pretty sweet lately.
OH!!! I've planned a surprise for mom....earlier on, my cousin tried to cook up something...wel...she failed miserably....too bad...haha...oops..that's mean of me...anyway, I decided to take over the planning...and I shall include my brother only....
WE GOT A CARD! AND>>>>>>>WE ARE GOING TO MOM'S PLACE AT MIDNIGHT! THEN PRESENT HER THE CARD! THEN GO HOME! COOL! HUH!
LOL....It's A hidden message anyway...won't tell you ....let those with insights think and understand why I did what I did. Have fun figuring! It's probably better than a Rubiks Cube. 8p