Path of the Parasite.
Hmmm...It's a long while since I blogged.
To be honest, the reason I do not blog is not only because of time but also of a slight depression. In short I don't really want to fill this blog with things that cause people to emo. Therefore I stopped for a while.
So does me blogging now indicate that things are better now?
Erm... in a way yes and in a way no.
I can see some light in the darkness now. Glimmers here and there but i'm still very dependant on God in this dark and bleak valley of death. Ironically it's me that keep casting God's saving hand away. Haha...Stupid boy. Silly me.
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P.S. The Dog is sleeping on my mattress now...It got guts...but after I blogged, it's gonna get it from me. Wahhahaha...
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Anyway...today is rather interesting.
This is the account of what happen today.
I have two major meetings today
1) SYFC Street Evangelism
2) CCC First Coverage and Recuitment Meeting
Hmmm...The Street Evangelism did not turn up well. We are suppose to meet. But somehow , a brother in Christ had accidentally mistook another person for me and thought that I will not be able to make it for today. He cancelled the whole thing. I was the only one there. Thank God that I was the only one affected because the other co-labourer in Christ was late . Thank God too that He recently put in my heart to read a rather interesting book series. So I can safetly say that no one was affected badly.
Anyway, I was wondering what to do after that. There is just so much free time. I messaged Stanford, Stacy and Stacia to check if they are home or not. I felt pretty weird when I messaged them. Felt as if I'm checking to see if they are not in trouble . Hahahaha. They did not reply.
Probably God's intervention. Eariler I prayed and ask God for direction what to do next. I wondered for a while before messaging my CCC bros and siss. Well.. one of them is working there. So I decided to move towards the venue of my CCC meeting although it is too early.
Got there. Saved a moth. Not much trouble but I killed time with chit chat and reading.
Oh! I have $1.15 today. I spent $1.10 in bread. I asked God for providance. God gave me some biscuit in the GCTC. Well...Sustained me for a while but my hunger wsd kept at bay throughout the meeting . Thank God.
Michelle, Benjamin, Estella and Wan teng are present. It's really refreshing to see them again! Especially Michelle( My MissionTrip Mortal) and Benjamin.
We have a great time. The commitment is scary too. It's really big and I really need to remove alot of distractions to attempt it.
After that i sent Michelle and Banjamin off to their next Destination.
Prepared my stuff and walked all the way from home to my mother's current home.
God blessed me through my mom with $50. Thank God! I need that.
Haha.
I watched Aliens 1. Really nice show. I love such shows. Haha. Although more action could have been added realistically.
Carrie Called. I had a really nice time chatting with her. She is one of those few I'm actually comfortable with. Why? I cannot tell. Anyway, she reminded me that Christmas is near and I have not done any christmas Preparation.
Aiya...
Hmmm...anyway. I evaluate myself today.
I'm still pretty unstable Spiritually, Physically, Emotionally and mentally. I really need rest to recuperate. The factors however, is not with me. There are still certain stress factors that will further degrade my current status.
Honestly speaking, someone made a huge impact upon me today. I could only barely stand. Hmmm...Hmmm....Like I say, emotionally, I'm a little broken.
Prayer Requests
1) Christians to remain faithful and safe in walking with God.
2) God's work and Labourer be protected.
Ta da!.