Operation Broken Body
What a day...
Phew....
There's this Captain ball / Basketball game.
I thanks God for making me where three quarter pants today. (I don't usually wear three quarters on Sats and Suns)
Today however, wasn't a great sports day for me. In fact I wasn't in any shape to do any sports today.
I have not gotten proper sleep for a week. Yesterday being the worst. I really must keep track of my sleeping time and find something to make the floor more comfortable. It's really bad. I sleep without getting refreshed in the morning. Arghhh... I'll raid my mom's room later.
About food? Since morning, I only had two piece of cake. I was famished when I reached church. I cycled to church by the way. I was so shock when I heard that we had games . I would have taken more care if I know there is games today. Still still...too bad.
Oh....There no water ata home. Sometimes I wished I have a better family. There is just so much suffering at home and no one to look to. I'm so glad I have God. If not, so many people are going to suffer. I would really be a horrible person without God.
Anyway, I have not get on to the worst thing of this morning.
I SHOVE GOD ASIDE. Wow... How stupid is that. Needless to say, the consequences are dire. It played a huge part of messing today up.
Anyway, I did a repenting and confession to God in Church and I found a santuary in church.
So cool! It'll be my place of solitude in Church. Yeah!
Anyway, back to the game. ok Let's not go there. I'm so irritating. My body was like lead. I'm so tired....so broken. By mid game, my head is already swirling and my body sort of failed to produce heat. I was feeling so cold... It's was like running under the hot sun and you feel cold.
No Link Lor! I was so so so so pissed off. So I kept pushing myself. Well...I survived but in the end, my whole body was kind of numb and tingling. Here's the cool stuff. At that time, I was feeling so bad that I had to go to a quiet corner and rest. While resting, I can feel my blood pound on my fingers and body. IT's SO COOL! I can feel every vein in my hand. The blood that runs through it. Haha! Fun Fun..
Anyway, I continued to play after that. I made sure that I had not much rest. I've gone weak. I must push myself. Met some of Yang Kai's school friends. They are kind of cool but they do not know Jesus. I missed all my chances to share to them today. I'm really the CMI kind.
Haiz.... anyway.... I lost alot of my heart to share the Gospel now. So people ! Do pray for me. I'm fighting a few battle now. Along side with my friends. We were winning till now. Currently, I'm losing grounds like nobodies business. Do Pray nd Pray hard. For those around me , even fellow bros and siss are making the battle even more difficult to win.
Eeek...irritating people.
Eunice got me something from Japan! Thanks Eunice! It's chocolate! But it looks like cigarettes! YUCK!! Errrrr.....Why? Eunice...Why.
Oh....three people annoy me today.
Well, I'll keep quiet for now.
Currently, I'm still dizzy. Didn't get food till just now.