A Ferocious Mew!
A Ferocious Mew!
Wow...Steffi messaged me to encourage me. Even to offer support. So touching. I wonder where are the guys? Bros in Christ must take care of me too lei! Later I become a sis then you know. Wahahaaz.
Thanks Steffi! I'm shy? Maybe Maybe. But Thanks really. I really need such encouragements. Wahahaz.
Anyway, someone called my mom yesterday!
Mom told me all about it today.
Something caught my interest.
" I so sorry ! I made everybody in church hate yu ki. I promise that I will not do it again."
Wow...Let's hear that again
" I so sorry ! I made everybody in church hate yu ki. I promise that I will not do it again."
Wow...See that...how wicked. Don't worried dudes! Although my reputation has been damaged due to my lack of anger and self management, nobody hates me yet. I don't think Church should hate anybody. Or it can just go and burn in hell. I deserve my reputation damage. AFTERALL! I ain't good enough. Still learning. Life will be boring without a challenge. That was once my favourite phrase.
Still I can't believe that that was that person's ACTUAL motives. Dot's you know. I suspect that all along but I always tell myself that I'm thinking too much or that I'm just being bias and overimaginating in my mind. LOL !!!
Way to go yu ki ! You tried to help someone who tries to bring about your downfall. We should go celebrate together.
Mom scolded me for having a soft heart. She says that I'll have a hard future. I thought a little. I don't want an easy future. I want a future that glorifies God. You know, Jesus came to help those who will end up killing Him. Jesus came to lead a hard life that people will have an easy life.
I'm nowhere near Jesus yet but I'm learning . Coool! Huh? God is Great !
Things I did not say yestereday!
Chinese Service was superb. Their worships are like 3-4 times better? Cos of the passion. Although I understand less than 50 % of what was said, I can see from the hearts of the people. Sobs...So passionate.
Also !! The Holy Communion. They give twice the amount of wine sia! It burned alot on it's way down. Burrrp! hahaz.
Something scared me yesterday.Song Kian condemned a person! That boys is a littled retarded from brain damage. Fun guy . I never expect him to condemn....Wow...Yu Ki You are the symbol of love....if you condemn people like yesterday, there won't be love. Even the retards who do not seems capable of condemning will start condemning those you condemn.
Scary Huh? But God gave me a verse in Esther 4: 12-16
12When Esther's words were reported to Mordecai,
13 he sent back this answer: "Do not think that because you are in the king's house you alone of all the Jews will escape.
14 For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father's family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?"
15 Then Esther sent this reply to Mordecai:
16 "Go, gather together all the Jews who are in Susa, and fast for me. Do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. I and my maids will fast as you do. When this is done, I will go to the king, even though it is against the law. And if I perish, I perish."
Hmmm....No reason to abuse what was given to me. The gift of patience. If i perish from helping others, SO LET IT BE! Who cares, my reward is in heaven.
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Da da da da ~ da You can't touch me.
hahahaz..
Gotta GO!!!
Such a busy life. Think I'll be late.