Lost Cross.
Labels: Still can't see her face
I lost my cross.
Felt sad for the whole day.
Had a difficult problem.
Presentation was messed up.
That sums up the first half of my day.
Bad Half.
Things turned for the better in the later half.
I met up with fellow crusaders.
We had sharing...and God answered my prayer.
I've always wanted to have someone to confide my deepest problems in.
Problems that I told no one.
I always bring forth problems of other...while deep inside, I'm dying of bottling up every single poison of my life.
My struggles....My walk with God....My real thoughts....Who I really am under the mask.
Beneath the innocent masquerade.
Each of us shared our hearts out. For the second time in my life....I'm almost truely honest with the people.
First was with a group of SYFC people. I'm more open here. This time with the Crusaders. Each of us shared our pains and struggles. A fragment of what we are going through...
I shared mine. Parts of mine...
Through it's not all...but it's nice enough to have shared it. To know that someone will have a care about you in this cold and dark place.
Not to say that I'm totally alone. I have God but I must admit I seek human conpanionship too . An honest one. Not a surface one.
Gathered with Dad and Bro at Labordor Park again. Ate durians. Great Tasting ones.
A little sharing. Hearing of my Dad's experience.
Fun ...
Oh ya..yesterday and today I failed to do a proper Quiet time...so annoying...
Tomorrow is a Packed day!
9.30am - 11.30 Am SYFC meeting at Aljunied
12.30pm -1.30pm Youth Lunch(Steffi's great idea)Tanjong Pagar
1.30pm - 5.30pm Some SYFC 50th Anniversary thingy at Tangong Pagar
7.30pm - 9pm? Festival of Praise at EXPO
Pray that tomorrow will be a good day. For God's Glory=]