Only a Man
Went to City Harvest Church today.Few points noted.
Pastor Kong looks young. Could have been a young pastor.
He had many experiences and many ideas.
Real Dynamic and reaches to youth easily....but still human....his flaws were rather evident today...perhaps if it was because his approach is different...If pastors of conservative churches are there, there will be an uproar.
Although his doctrine and style sounded a bit wrong to me, there are many good points I got from him.
1) Danger of loving titles.Titles swell people up. Rank has often destroyed many people's life. Not that it is bad..but a few knows how to handle prestige and power.
Also, there are people out there who shut out everything that has a hint of religon.So imagine Person A is sharing with person B. Then Person C appears out of no where and says Hi! Brother A. Then Person B shuts out person A as a Religous person. There are people who just would not want to hear the truth. CHC decided to cut off the title part outside church and each are called by their first name.
2) He also mention something about hypocritcy. About singing I'll jump for the Lord or I'll raise my hands with out doing so. I find this point not bad. It is quite true, HAahaz.
Anyway....there are other points but don't feel like typing them out.
Had a sad day today......
Don't feel like elaborating....It will not edify anyway. Also...I wanna sleep...People are so hateful...Yet so interesting and desirable.I hate people ...
but at the same time they interest me...
at the same time...I loved them and wanna be with them or help them in their ever sorry state.
I love the company they give.
I loved the life and energy they project.
I rejoice when they find God.
At the same time, I get drained from loving them.
Having a problem that loses it's solution when you tell someone about it is really a huge burden...
Yes...If you are wondering am I depressed? I am...This are one of the moments in my life whereby I feel like giving up. Breaking down and just cry. I feel so alone.This song always comes up ...when I faced this age old problem.
Five For Fighting - Superman (It's Not Easy)
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird:
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd:
but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:
but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me