Parasite is still alive.
What a Shock! Parasite is still alive.
Yesterday , I was attacked by Parasite and a few of his Royal Guards. After some difficulty , I dispatched his Guard and send him retreating. He is amazingly still alive and appearently very unhappy. He is different...in terms of structure and form. Different from what I known of him before he died. He has grown more aggressive.
Not long after the attack, a massive disturbance emanate from Frost's base. There I saw a huge amount of Parasite's Forces Pouring into Frost's Tundra. There a a ridiculously huge amount of troops. Parasite must have wanted to kill Frost. Parasite himself was not there. Frost personally entered the combat. There was massive bloodshed. Fortunately Frost emerged unhurt.
How Ironic it was. A month ago we were the strongest team. The Council of Three. Now, we were attacked by Parasite.
Later, I found out that Stross and his lackeys were also attacked. Hmmm....What is Parasite up to? How can he survived till now. Even If he has not been killed, he would need a host to survived.
P.S: I got nothing to do . xp Men are from Mars. Hahaz
Anyway,had Guitar lesson today. GUESS WHAT! I was the only one who turned up. That's so sad. I had sort of mixed feelings. One is ...Is it right to be so faithful? The other was : "I'm so glad that I had this good habit of not skipping lessons and been thoughtful of my care-takers."
I was sort of upset by the people who did not come. Anyway....Too tired to think about that.
Reason of fatigue? Worship Rehearsal. This had never failed to tired me physically, mentally , emotionally and spiritually. Well .....Worship is not the way it used to be. No longer simple. No long joy producing. No longer felt like worshiping God.
Ok I admit. I not that good. In terms of Singing. I cannot sing to the beat and often go out of tune but I wish to see more support and more commitment. I want a gathering where all comes with joy. Seeking to find the best way to worship the Lord. Each Patient with one another. Willing to gently guide one another. Whereby we give our best each time.Supporting and Encouraging each other.
What reality was: 3 out of 5 attendance rate.
One have not eaten Lunch and was 45 mins late.
One had to go off early.
By the way, these were for the present not the absent.
I was totally discouraged. Guess what . My Guitarist is also a great Singer and a accomplished guitarist.Top twelve of Singapore Idol some more. There is so much Stress . His standards and capability are like up there and I'm no where in sight. Practise sessions are always so draining as I always get neither the beat nor the tune right. I always felt like giving up after a rehearsal. Man...This is not a place I'll strive well. I need people my level or people who would not present so much stress at me. I cannot dance with perfection when I'm not perfect.
The only Perfection I danced with was God's perfection. For He is Accepting, Gentle , filled with love and would give me the assurance that He would stand by me. I find no stress for his burden is light and I take comfort and shelter in His presence.
I'm so tired and strained....Perhaps Christopher's birthday will Lighten things up.....Haiz.....I think I should quit the Worship team for now. I'll focus on My Guitar. Learn it, Used it to improve my tune and beat then....probably see what I can contribute in.
Now I just need to .....Haiz...need to seek Joy.